I like him...

Well...

Hmmm..

Errr...

I

Think...

I..

Like..

Him...

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Gosh! I dont usually post about this heart-love feelings on my blog but this time i just felt like, i want to. Well, i think, i like him.

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Actually, he was my senior in school back then. He is hot guy i must say. Thats why i know him.  Cause he is a hot guy. Even till now.. not surprising at all if he didnt notice me. 

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But during my school days, i didnt noticed him much. We bumped into each other a few times and thats it. And ofc , no heart feelings and all, at all! Besides, he have a girlfriend that time. So i never bother bout him much. 

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Since he was my senior, so he graduated from stAnd earlier than me. I didnt even knows that he's no longer in school hahhaa. So i dont know when the last time i met him, but things to clarify here, there were so many years that i forget bout him and never ever think about him even a second. 

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So how can i like him?

Here it is.

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Its all because of this blue bird name twitter guys. About a few months ago, im back on twitter. Not so active, and not usually tweet. But i love to retweet a lots of things. Whether it is funny or sad or simply the tweets suits me. Anything that i feel like i want to, i retweet it. 

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So this one guy, kept on appeared on my twitter notifications saying that he retweet my retweet. Lol, since when twitter doing thing like this? I only know if you retweet my tweet, then it will be on my notifications. Not you retweet my retweet---??!!! Complicated enough? 

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So yeah, since he's always appear on my notifications, i felt like something that i dont know how to describe. Like omg you retweet my retweet omg omg. ((Lol))

Every. Single. Time. 

Since the day i noticed him laa, not the first time ofc. And i know he was my senior so i just let it be. And theres one thing that kept disturbing me, when on earth did we follow each other on twitter???

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 So retweet the retweet session continues . Untill one fine day, he appeared again on my notifications and i suddenly felt like i want to stalk him. So i did. And i just fall in love just looking on his tweet and his retweet. He looks mature and i dont know, perfect??? Any other word guys? I lost my word already. 

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Then i took another step forward, following him on instagram since it was on his bio. Gosh, i never been this brave before. And guess what? He follows me back!!!! He even watch my insta stories!!!! (( Only for two days and no longer now, i is sad )) 

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But then i was too happy guys. Feeling so flowery and lovelyyy. And that time i realized, i like him.. if you ever realized that i had mentioned that i like someone on ''this feeling'' post. Yea, its the same one here. 

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Crazy to say, i stalk him every single day. Both twitter and instagram. Gosh, i hate this unsure heart feelings. Sometimes i just felt like i really want to confess to him (( another brave yours truly that i never saw )) but theres nothing that i can be proud of. Im just a diploma graduate, just started working, and have nothing except this heart feeling. And suddenly my confidence levels go down to the basement floor. 

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Just now, i tried to search him at facebook. Guess whattttt???!!!! We had been friends on facebook!!!! When on earth was thattt??? Feeling flowery again hahahah. 

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Well, not hoping too much as theres a lot more that i have to focus to. And i dont want to be dumb and stupid as i am before. Just following the flow and if it is, it is... If not, its not. You know what i mean.

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And just in case you're wondering why, i tell you guys one more time.. i just love seeing how mature he is. 

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Well, heart feelings is strange guys. Let this feelings do their work.

For now, all i know is

I like him..

Yours truly,

Dee 💋