So the day after the rehearsal, it ours biggest day. The day that we'd been waited for quite a long time. The day that witnessed all of our hardship. The day to celebrate our sucess.
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I arrived at mahsa at 11 and the first person i saw was eina. I miss her a lot and im happy that we met again after a long time. Then, we went to upstairs and getting ready there. As we get dressed with our robes, i met a lot of people. One's who is very close with me. One's who was in a different course. One's who was my roommate for both spc ofc and juc. One's who i followed her journey on instagram only. One's who we know each other during first month of english class. Everyone.. really guys, its funny how time flies.
I still remember i went to english class the first month i was at mahsa as i registered earlier. And in that english class, i met a lots of people in different course. And after that class ended, we never see each other nor talked to each other again cause everybody takes their own pathway with their course. Only that day, we met and im so proud that we still can talk and having a good chit chat like before. Gosh, i just miss everyone.
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Also my roomates at juc, mama nini and aien. And ila ofc. Really missing them, to sleep together, to watch movie together, to laugh together, to hug each other..
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And my #teamjai. Finally we're complete. Its so good to gather around like this. I had a bad experiences with #teamjai before - during our posting month at melaka. If you read my blog that time, i just give a hint. So let me clear the air. I fought with jai. On the very last day. Its a nightmare guys. I never fought like that before. I never been so brave to tinggikan suara at someone. And jai also was so scary that time. We're arguing nonstop and She scold me so bad that time and kept on scolding me eventhough i had stop arguing.
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But overall, it was my fault at first cause i triggered her but she scold me nonstop guys. I hate her since that day. And not surprising at all, i burst into tears but not in front of her ofc. And i cried like theres no tomorrow. Horrible day ever guys. But after i went back to mahsa, i say sorry to jai and you know what? She said no to me like whatttt!!! Seriously???!!!! I still remembered, she was like this "takyah ah weyh, lain kali je" goshhhhh heartbreaksssss. Really guys, i hate her so much. As i hate her, i still want to fix this relationship and i cried when she dont want to apologize me. But hey, look now! Those horrible day are the things that we laugh on today. The quotes looking back and realize it was a biggest thing really hit us so much! Missing my girls so much!
And not to be forgetten, miss azian and miss sundari. When we were at nasam malacca color walk that day, we invited them to our graduation day, and the day before, miss azian said sorry as shes not coming due to her car was breakdown. But after our convocation, she called me saying that they already in front of the hall. Omg, how can i not love them so much. They came all the way from malacca guys.. *cryingarivernow*
And it was a memorable day. Those 5 seconds accepting the scroll on stage. Meeting people that was a very long time no see. Having laugh and jokes together.. knowing that maybe it was the last time we may laughed like this. When is the next time guys? Tell me..
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And the most important thing. My parents, my family. It was not my day guys. It their days. My real spinal cord. Without them, i cant be there on stage receiving those scrolls. Without them, i might not be the person i am today. Without them, im nothing. Without their support and encouragement, this 3 years of journey would just stop halfway.
And my other family. Achik and mamatok watched me from home. Their watched our mahsa live streaming and my mamatok burst into tears seeing me on stage. Thank god mahsa have that live streaming so that my mamatok can watch their first grandchild taking scroll on stage. And they make pulut kuning for me. Maigaddddd ya allah, forgive me if theres any other thing that im not grateful for..
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And its so many of them to be mention here. Im so glad that i write almost my diploma journey here knowing someday i might scroll it down once again and read it and miss it and cry for it over and over.
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There are so many things that i need to jot down here but i just cant.. there's a lots of thing and theres a lump in my heart. I dont know how to express it but let make it short here. Thankyou everyone. Thankyou so much. Mamayah, family, friends, lecturers, all of them, those who came and never leave. Those who came and leave. Thankyou so much. This is not a goodbye. This is a new hello. Its the end. And also the beginning. I open at the close ✨
I made it guys! 3years of journey is not easy. Its always ups and downs there. Blacks and whites. Sweet and bitters. Thick and thin. Front and back. Alhamdulillah i am tough throughout this and not soften up early.
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Alhamdulillah, Allah make me strong to face all of the obstacles and circumstances.
Yours truly is now a diploma gradute, MAHSA's alumni. Alhamdulillah.
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Diploma in Physiotherapy 🎈
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Its a wrapp!!!!!
Signing off,
Yours truly 💋
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