Being a trainee

Okay guys, so today i would like to share to you about my experience being a trainee at jasper lodge for 4 days.

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My first day.. Well, meeting new people, introduced myself and all.. and guess whats the first thing i did? I showered an elderly guys. Ofc accompanied by a nurse, yati. Then we showered another aunty, wear them a diapers, feed them, transfered from wheelchair to bed, bed to wheelchair and a lots more. And the cycle kept on repeating every day. 

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Basically, less physio but more to nursing stuff. Im okay with that like in life, we have to learn a lots of thing so that we gain a lots of knowledge and experience. Im fine with that except when there is a time to change the diapers. Its the toughest job ever. Physiotherapy itself, never ever teach us about how to change the diapers for an elderly (( i usually changed baby diapers, not an elderly)). So im quite scared and blurred and all of unnecessary feelings i felt at the moment. After i saw yati and others staff including bella, physio there changing diapers, only then i know the steps. 

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But guys, i just cant. Im quite okay if they just pee-ed. But theres one time, this patient poo-ed and i really want to cry. Me myself never looked at my shit, but now my job is to see others shit??? I cant weyhhh, seriously i cant.. thanks god yati was there and she helped me. She's quite understanding that, that was my first time and she helped me a lot with this nursing thing. 

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Just kept on sabar and sabar all the time, entertained them and had to layan their attitude was really tiring i must say.. but really, as what i said. Im happy. ((Exceptchangingdiapers)) - but now i think im okay - ((butnotreally)) - but okay kot - lets give another try!

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And i also helped yati did the dressing and its quite interesting. And im so amazed how she did this and that, took this cotton, put this cream, put the jelly pad and all. Amazed guys! I used to help you-know-who did dressing at you-know-where but then i didnt felt amazed like this. Maybe its just my heart really not belongs there? 

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And for four days, i learnt a lot. And i have an idea now. On how to managed LYC. Well, you know LYC is a new place and we are the first batch so all the pressure and pressure-not is on us. Honestly at first, im quite scared and dont know how to manage this LYC like on what time should they eat, what time we should do physio, what treatment should be done, how bout the group exercises and all the what when how was answered after i went to jasper lodge. I have the idea now yayyy!

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And im so happy that i did a lot of physio to them. Group exercises and individual. I thanked bella a lots as she put her trust on me to handle her patient. The first day itself i managed to do physiotherapy to 3 bedridden patients. And im quite happy and proud of myself. *Pattingmyshoulder*

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Cause you know, i never had the chances to do thing like this at you-know-where. I dont know guys theres a lots of comparison and i just kept on compared how happy i am now with how stupid i am to choose that place before. But at least you-know-who and you-know-where teached me something that i will never ever forget for the entire life. Lesson learnt. 

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I cant wait for LYC to start operating. I hope i can handle it properly. Aamiin. And before i stop, i just want to say that i respect all of the nurses in the entire world. I guess these nurses profession  is the very challenging job especially changing diapers. You have to kept on being patience, faced the smells, not including their attitude, their big and bloody wound and a lot more of other things. Never expect that this nurse profession could be these tough! 

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Theyre just super amazing. Knowing one fine day they will be rewarded. Really hope i will be rewarded as well. Aamiin.. 

Yours truly,

Dee 💋