Ramadan 2019

Salam guys.

Its the third week of ramadan now.. one more week to go until we'll be celebrating most awaited event of the year, hari raya aidilfitri. 

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I'd settled the first raya raya outfit, which is blueblack theme. We go slightly different this year, we sent the kain to the tailor. Finally after so long.. its been ages we all wearing and buy the ready made clothes. So this year, we have tailor. And i have to go a bit redha as during the measuring session with the tailor, i was not there. Mama just give the tailor a sample of my previous baju which i dont know which is which. And the design also!! I sent mama the design of what i wanted my baju to be. And mama also had explained it to the tailor but yes, im still suspicious with you two. So, whatever my baju gonna be, i have to redha this time. May it turns out well phewwww.

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And i'd settled my second raya outfit too. I bought it last week with mama at my fav shop ever since so many years ago. Eventhough my flight to kl is on second raya but i still want to wear baju kurung at airport guys, who cares. 

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Okay, back to ramadan. As what i'd mentioned before, im fasting with new people this year and im happy for that. Trying to look in a positive corner, its true i cant fast with my family the whole month, but at least i have friends here. We do sahur and fast together. Cooking for iftar together, waiting for iftar time together, sharing the kurma together, sharing the food together, went to bazaar ramadan together. Only solat teraweeh not together as theyre all staff nurse - working shift. 

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Im so thankful and blessed.

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Well, i dont know with whom i'll be celebrating the next ramadan with. Ofc i want it to be with them again but yaaa, lets see..

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

We are roommates again!

Hello april, and hye guys! 

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Havent i told you that eina is my workmate now? Yes she is. And yes we didnt tell any of our friends bout this, unless if she/he is reading here, so now they know.

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My company was hiring another physiotherapy that time so the first name pop out in my mind was eina. So i told her. And every one of my girlfriend also. But the one who show up during interview was only eina. So yeah. 

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She almost three weeks here and so far so good. So happy to work with her and yes, we are roommates againnnnnnn... 

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Really hope she can stand with this company cause deep inside my heart, i dont think she can. But lets just hope for it. 

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We were decided to go on a date last week on saturday so yaaaa. I drove her car to sunway putra mall, having our lunch at nene chicken and most exciting part, movie!! Five feet apart and omg guys its really a nice story and the conflict were just awesome guys like you should watch it. Its kinda sad too and we both cried so hard that day. 

So thats all.. i hope this friendship never ends and heres to more laugh episode together.. 

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Working life

Its my second post on this last week of march and i feel bad bout this. I hate the fact that i was so busy and all i want to do at the end of the day is just sleep and rest. 

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I always think that working life is much more easier that student life. Nothing much to be stress like you can sleep peacefully without have to think bout the tomorrows classes or waking up at 3 to study and all sort of exams. Nothing to be worry and yes a peaceful night ofcourse. And the most important part is, i can blogging at least once a week cause ya nothing to do after work just rest and rest and rest until the next day you have to wake up and get back to work.

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But the reality is not that guys. Its true that i have such a peaceful night and wonderful weekend.. but heres the thing...

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I was just to busy. With the lack of staff, i have to do tons of work and lots of overtime. Which is very tiring. This place is a nice place but all of the patients are very very demanding like i dont know how to handle them anymore. 

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Its actually stressful just like a student back then (read: less stressful)

With the reports and assesment, doctor, preparing food kinda of thing haishhhh i dont know how long im gonna stay in this place. 

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Its been 5 months tho. And next month on the first april itself is my confirmation.. no feeling bout that. At all. 

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And guess what? Eina, hope you still remember her - one of my roommates and classmates at MAHSA is now working with me.. yayyy, together with putra, our classmates also. 

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Im so happy to be together with eina and so nice that we are roommate again now.. i hope she can stay longer also hahhaah. 

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So yeah, nothing much and yes like always, please do pray for me so that i can frequently blogging every week at least! 

See ya!

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Chinese New Year Celebration

As soon as i came back from kb, the first day i started working after taking 5 days off, uncle C and his family want to treat us. Like having a dinner or party by them. So they brought the yee sang (( idk how to spell )) , red valvet cake, satay, kfc and lots more. Its really nice that day as we were craving for a good food and tadaaaaa..

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And i always looking forward and wanted to try the yee sang. So we did. And im so happy. Its quite nice also. 

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That was a nice dinner party i must say. Everyone were having fun with the noce food and all.. #cheatday #dietwhat

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The next day, on the raya cina itself, they requested to cancel the group physio as it was a hari raya. And theyre so lucky that i cancelled it hahahah. So everyone were dress up nicely, wearing a proper clothes, and looking so happy. 

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We played the fire crackers also. And that time only i knew that during raya cina we cannot sweep the floor.. 

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Everyone was so happy and im so happy seeing all of them happy. This is the first time im celebrating chinese new year and its so fun and meriah. Just like our hari raya. And guess what? I received lots of angpao. A lotsssss.. and all of it were rm5, rm10, rm20 and got rm50 somemore.. 

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Its was just a new experience for me and yea.. thank you a lotsss my patients. Lebiuuuuuu 😍

Happy Chinese New Year everyone.. 

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

"make her walk in one month"

Hye guys. I wanna share something here. I still remember on december when we only have one patient which was aunty P, there lots of people came and visit this place. Including this one day i received a call from a lady saying she wanna come so ya, i set her appointment at 2 the same day. So she came.. with her husband. The ones that wanna admit here was her sister in law which also means his sister. So i took them to look around and they were arguing about a single room in which that room was not available that time since someones already booked. Her husband was so determined wanna a single room and i just said cannot.. thank god her wife save the day, she said she likes twin room more because of the pool view. 

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So they said they want a twin room and she will discharge from PPUM in 2-3 days. And i was okayyy... But one thing... Her husband said she needs physio.. a lots. Cause she was in coma and weakness all over the body. Her husband even told me in one month, i have to make their sister walk. I was like whattttt. Trying to figure out how, i just said i'll try my best. I was really not confident enough to make her walk.. in one month time.. pressure all over my head and shoulder. His husband tried to calm me saying that her sister is really determined and she can walk in one month. 

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After they go back, suddenly the same lady called again saying that their sister can discharge today and i was like whattttttt.. after all of the this and that finally their sister came here by an ambulans,checking in the twin room and i was so surprised that this Lady M was real big. We tried to shower her that night. Even though it was a sucess, but it also a failed too as it took forever for us to bring Lady M from lying to sitting to standing to transfer to commode chair and to remove the pampers to transfer her back to bed. Everything was so difficult. She cant even stand and weakness all over her body.. i just want to cry. Because of all the pressure and hope from her family to see her walk in one month. Pressure... Pressure... I really want to cry that night. 

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I doubt myself, how can i make her walk? With her big size.. with the weakness in everything and all over the body. She cant even turn to side lying... 

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The first week was horrible guys. I dont know what am i doing to this Lady M. I still dont know what treatment should be done to her because she was so weak.. and her blood pressure was really high which was 200 something. And i was like... She cant walk in one month.. she have to stay here more than a month. Cause i cant and i just really cant. 

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Fast forward to one month later... 

SHE 

CAN

WALK

GUYS

DO

YOU

BELIEVE

ME

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I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM DOING TO HER BUT THIS WAS JUST AMAZINGGGGG..

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i never thought i can make her walk WITHOUT SUPPORT in one month guys.. really.. i just want to burst into tears... This was just beautiful thing that first happened in my 2019. My patient can walk guys. With my help. With my treatment. Do you know how it feels like? Im happy guys.. so much happy. 

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Thanks to this Lady M also that she was never giveup througout the treatment and i always said to her "help me to help you" 

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And i shared this story to Lady M saying how stressful i am to see her condition at first and one thing she told me. Dont doubt yourself. If you started to doubt yourself, everyone will doubt to you too. Lady M also said to me that she also never thought that she can walk, with my help. Well said guys, she doubting me. But hey look where am i now. Look where's Lady M now.. Look where's we stand now. 

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Im so proud of myself. Just sooo proud. Nothing beats this feeling. Seeing your patient can walk. With your treatment. With no equipment, machines and all.. *patmyself* 

Goodjob dearself!

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And seeing LadyM walking through the main door, saying goodbye and will enjoying her life back, just so sad.. but happy.. 

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Alhamdulillah, with Allah wills. 

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Summary of 2018

Hey guys. Its already new year now.. hope its not too late to wish you all a happy new year. Wishing you have a wonderful year inshaallah.. 

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Its 2019 now.. and its a goodbye for 2018. I faced lots of thing during 2018. Never thought i learned so much life things in one year. I never hate nor love 2018 but thats it. All i could say 2018 taught me a lot. I experienced so much things in 2018. 

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Started my 2018 as a students. A final year of a diploma in physiotherapy students. All was well.. stil with the same roommates, the same classes, the same college, the same life. And on february, went to practical at you-know-where. Meet a new people there and never taught that i love the relationships there. Im enjoying being a practical student there (( but i never knew it could hurt me this much now. Wait until september part and you will know why)) 

The best part was when i had an ankle sprain and the terjatuh part, the swollen ankle part. And its really tiring to catchup the bus and lrt early in the morning just to arrived on time. Travelling using public transport for one month from pj to ampang its not funny guys. And really tiring. But its worth it and we enjoyed it.  Everything was just beautiful and its a hardest goodbye. The last day at there before moving on to the next clinical placement was a sad day. 

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March, i've been practical at PJ. Knowing theres a lots of disabled child in this world just make me sad. And the hardest part when theyre not accepted by their parents for who they are just heartbreaking. This place were really an eye opener for me. Make me realize that these disabled kids need to be love to. Little did i know that i could miss them now.. i always wanted to finish my posting there but who knows the last day there was just another sad day for me.. for us.. and yes, for them too. They have feelings too guys.. and theyre also sad seeing us go and will never come back again.. 

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April. 3rd clinical placement at klang. Everythings good. Especially sharing room with cahila and syieda. Bonding time with them were priceless. Sleep with them were amazing. Knowing them were just another blessing. I miss to be their roommates again. And to karaoke with them for 8hours straight!

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May. My birthday and nothing special. No celebration like before this but yaaa im thankful for everything. Just so sad that they didnt remember my birthday and guess what? I had a very least people wishing me on my 21st birthday.. maybe being 22nd will be better hahhaha hope so. 

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And on june, its fasting month and a real final exam for us. Still remember the last ospe, i didnt sleep at all. Not because im studying but just because i cant sleep and i dont want to sleep and i just want to spend time with my roommates and neighbours.. and after ospe exam, damia and i straight away went to kenanga to buy raya clothes until evening and we went to bazaar and im just too tired and ter-sleep 5 min before azan. Hahaha. 

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July. Raya month! Its a happy month and a sad month as well. My phone was down to fever guys. A very bad fever until its cannot be fixed anymore. And to make it more sad, its happened on the raya month and we also have family day this year.. goshhh! I dont have lots of picture during raya this year hhuhu. But its a good thing also cause i got a new one that im using now yayyy! 

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And after raya im helping ayahchik with his mouse tail supplier work. Nothing much but okay laaa.. lots of improvement done but still theres lots of problem throughout this. But the most unexpected part was when ayahchik asked me to drive from cyberjaya to salak tinggi. Mannnnn do you know how long i didnt drive? But you know, its a good start. Im back to driving now and i just love to drive. Sometimes i went back to pasir gudang just to drive. Hahhaha. 

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August - Its a good start. And bad also. I'd been accepted at you-know-where. Never taught i could be accepted as i came there just to meet miss fiqa, and all of the staffs there. I still remembered how disagree everyone at me when im saying i already worked there. I prayed so hard so that Allah make things easier. (And He did) 

 Its just another beautiful month you know to spent the whole day with the one that you already know during practical. And the relationship there was just priceless. The karaoke session all that. I miss them. But i hate it because it will never be the same anymore. The you-know-who make me hate you-know-where so much now. Wanna know why?

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September - i've been through a hardest heartbreak this month. I've been rejected by you-know-who and its felt so sad.. and hurts.. so much.. even typing this make me feel so much pain now. Its not easy to move on dude. I was crying all over again and no one dare to ask a single why what happen to me even my parents also. They understands me well and i just feeling so sad and regret for not listen to what they said before. Parents instincts is always the best and you guys just please believe on it. I've been through it and i know how it feels like. To believe that is good but not good in your parents heart. I just so angry with everything that day. Especially realizting tha i've done the best but my best is never enough. Its take me the whole month to move on from what had happened and yes i cried every single day, every single time. And i shall say it as a sadtember.

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October. It was a great start. I've been interviewed  and they accepted me. On the 1st october itself. And i met my #teamjai also. Met them and sleep with them in one room again, jalan2 and being their driver.. haihhh i miss them lotsss

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November was just another great start. I started work and still working today at the same place till now alhamdulillah. November always been an amazing month for me since my high school days. And i just thinking that i want to call it yesvember because its always the best month of the year and its a yes. 

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I always scared to meet new people after what had happened on september. To being attach with new people and to being nice and to prove youre the best but never been the best to anyones eye. But one thing i learned from one of my good friend, just go out from our comfort zone. Meet new people, get to know others. Because that is life. 

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December. Its okay as we started to received patients. But we just realized that we always lack of everything. And our management was still so poor. I just dont know how to fix this out. Even till today.. we were so busy until now and i just so sad that i didnt have time to blog now. 

I hope everything runs smoothly and the patients that come also will not complain much. We facing big trouble now as theres lot of things need to be sort out haihhhh.

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And thats all for 2018. Hope you all read all of my entries for 2018 for more details. Except the raya and practical part. Cause i dont have time that day hahah. 

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Hope we have a splendid 2019. And my wishlist for 2019 are to buy a new car. My own car. I already said to mamayah and they disagree as my economy isnt stable yet so yaaa. I just agree with their diasgreement. Never want to argue again. And yes.. i always wanted to ride a horse. I want to ride a horse. I want to ride horse. I want to ride a horse. 

And one more. I want to play futsal. I dont know why but the other day i watched gol and gincu1 and i really really into futsal. I. Just. Want. To. Play. Futsal. 

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Riding.

A.

Horse.

Can i?

 2019, please.... 

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

5 to 4

Guys.... I just updated to you guys about all of the five patients here. But suddenly now we have four. No more five patients. Its only four.. four...

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So i was at johor as i apply for a leave. I was sleeping in the early morning and i heard my whatsapp notification came in nonstop. So i woke up and check my phone. My LYC Staff group said that aunty P spo2 had drop. From 99% - 78%. Everyone in the group were so panic. The doctor asked them to give normal saline, increase the oxygen, prop up the bed, percussion everything that they could do.. and im being the far one just kept silent and continue my day. 

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I was driving at 9 that time when suddenly another messages came in. I look at the notifications bar and it showed a message from su. She sent a photo with a message, "aunty dah takde" 

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I was shaking that time. i felt the whole world upside down so i stopped the car and open the message to see the photo..

Su sent us this photo and damn guys it was a very heartbreaking photo and i cried guys.. im so sad.. and im sure the nurses too as they were the one who taking care of aunty P all the time. Im speechless and all of the memories with aunty P came into my mind.

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Aunty P was our very first patient from australia. Even though she was bedridden and have not a lot of movement with humming speech but she taught us everything. Everything that we need. The documentation, the dressing set like what else that we need. And she make us thinks what other thing that is incomplete. And we can do a list for a better admission, the procedure to admit. 

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I was so sad and tell my whole family about aunty P. I just miss her.. seeing her smile and answered to me when i called her. And i used to call her baby cause that one time i asked her are you a baby? And she said yes... :')

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Aunty P was in fever few days back. And miss nadia also said its normal according to her age and she can go anytime. Its only us that matter to get ready. And i never thought that aunty P will leave all of us on her christmas day and i was not there too.. wish i could be with her on her last breathe. 

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And now, im coming back to this centre and i went to her room.. its just so heartbreakingg seeing her empty bed, empty locker and seeing  all of her clothes... Goshh, i almost burst into tears. Just imagine, she was our first patient and we spent the whole day taking care of her before the second patient and third and forth and fifth patient came in. Its almost 3weeks we taking care of her with full attention and now shes gone... 

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So now, from 5 patients, we only have 4 now... Its act 3 because another uncle just admit to hospital just now because of anemia. But he will come back here for sure. 

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Goodbye and merry christmas aunty P. Rest in peace baby, you're not suffer anymore... :)

Yours truly,

Dee

All of the five patients

Toughest week, hardest week, hectic week.. thats all that i can say.. im so tired like i need rest. We need rest. The nurses must be the ones who are so tired the most. And guess what.. we're having 5 patients right now.. suddenly five patients.. 5 patients without any helper // maid // cleaner, without a single man to help us are the most challenging things. We running here and there.. everydayyy... Everytime...
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We're the ones who doing patients laundry, to collect the dirty clothes, to put it into the washing machine, to dry it at the sun, to run when its raining out of the blue. To fold it when its already dry and to keep it in their drawer back again.. #notcomplaining
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We're the ones who do the house chores, cleaning this and that. To sweep and mop it. To clean the dirty dishes. To clean the table after the patients finished eating, to prepare their meals, to serve the meals.. to cut the fruits when it is tea break. #notcomplaining Sorry not sorry sometimes we forgot that they have tea break. We didnt cut the fruits until the patients himself/herself asking for food..
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And to give medication before and after eat. To take the bp 2hourly, to do dressing, to transfer the patients, to sponging and showered them, to do physio things, to answered the call, to layan the banyak songeh behavior... I almost tinggi suara to that uncle who is sooo banyak songeh and i felt bad bout it omg.. #notcomplaining
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The nurses and miss nadia herself really giving up and really want to resign omaigoddd.. i hope we have lots of staffs coming soon and yes one or two maid please. Im so tired. Im not a multitasker to do this and that. And im not that talented to doing the nurses job as i didnt know how to do dressing, to serve meds, to remember what meds should be given, to update to the doctor from time to time.. a simple things like taking vital sign and glucose i can do la butttttttt to change diapers? To do dressing? To give meds? I cant.... not to include the scariesta d tension part when we being scold by the doctor..  haihhh #notcomplaining
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Plus, im incharge for all of the 5patients. Im the one who need to update to their family about whats happening, what things need to be topup, what things need to buy, what are the vital sign, what they eat, what this what that... #notcomplaining
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And i also incharged to answer the call, to record the phone enquiry, to set an appointment, to show around when visitor or future patient come to look around.. im doing OT almost 10 hour guys. And the nurses almost 24 hours.. phewwww
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But, always look on the brighter side, yes please.. my english languange improve guys. Remembering that i once had told you that i know how to write in english but to speak in english, im a bit scared and not confident enough. Now, since i already answered hundreds call from all kind of people in this entire world including the mat salleh one and doing physio, giving instructions in english, to communicate with their family in english... Im confident enough now *blownails
practice do really make it perfect guys. And one more, surround yourself with the circle who speak in english even if it is rojak languange and just ignore bout the grammar thingy thing. You speak the language. Not sitting in exam to correct the grammar. Me sometimes say 'him' when i should say 'her' 藍
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So please pray for me guys. Pray for us.. And if youre a nurse or MA or caregiver or cleaner, heres got vacancy to you.. please contact me please please please. I need youuuuu...
See ya...

Yours truly,
Dee 💋

We're operating..

Hello guys! Its december already. As what everyone had said, its the last month of the year, so i hope its will be the best month too..

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Im doing great on early november and middle november. So i assumed it as 'yesvember' but suddenly theres a storm coming, when sue and i have to go ttdi, lyc clinic for training. And on the day itself, i'd only known that LYC have 3 companies now.. 

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As what i'd told you earlier, the first one is LYC Mother & Child Confinement Centre. Second, LYC Family Clinic. Both are at ttdi, plaza vads. And the third is, LYC Senior Living, which we had just operating it and here is where im working..

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So su and i went to LYC Family Clinic for training on last week of november. And it was a horrible week i guess. Not because of the working thing as we enjoyed working there. Only the moving part and handling with some people that was so annoying and all. But overall we can overcome it only then we just tired handling annoying people. And yours truly was very stressful, become angry to everyone, be a negative person, all the time. I hate that week act. 

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But after we came back at LYC Senior Living, its a really big relief for us. And on the 3rd december last monday, we received a patient. (Read: bedridden patient) 

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It was another storm coming as it is our first patient and we already get a tough and hard patient to handle. With all the wounds and bedsore. Equipment and a lot of things were not completed yet. But alhamdulillah, everything went well. I finally get the rythme of it.

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And a lot of people come and visit our place, considering if they want to put their mother // father here. Its quite tiring as we dont have much staff since we just open it so we have to do lots of thing. Taking care of patient (( even me as a physio have to do what nurses do )), doing cleaning, laundry, printing, administor, everything.. 

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Even though its only one patient, but what i'd mentioned earlier, she is bedridden + bed sore + wounds everywhere. So lots of thing have to do. Changing diapers (ofc), dresssing, positioning, turning, feeding, medication, recording, all... 

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Again, guys. So much respect to the nurses here and out there. And now, cant wait for the next patient ( but please dont bedridden once again, its tiring hahahah ) 

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So thats all about our first and foremost resident of LYC Senior Living - minus us ofc. Shes an australian btw. 

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See ya..

Disclaimer : im not complaining. Im just sharing with you guys. Thatnk you for understanding. 

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Graduation day

So the day after the rehearsal, it ours biggest day. The day that we'd been waited for quite a long time. The day that witnessed all of our hardship. The day to celebrate our sucess.

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I arrived at mahsa at 11 and the first person i saw was eina. I miss her a lot and im happy that we met again after a long time. Then, we went to upstairs and getting ready there. As we get dressed with our robes, i met a lot of people. One's who is very close with me. One's who was in a different course. One's who was my roommate for both spc ofc and juc. One's who i followed her journey on instagram only. One's who we know each other during first month of english class. Everyone.. really guys, its funny how time flies.

I still remember i went to english class the first month i was at mahsa as i registered earlier. And in that english class, i met a lots of people in different course. And after that class ended, we never see each other nor talked to each other again cause everybody takes their own pathway with their course. Only that day, we met and im so proud that we still can talk and having a good chit chat like before. Gosh, i just miss everyone.

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Also my roomates at juc, mama nini and aien. And ila ofc. Really missing them, to sleep together, to watch movie together, to laugh together, to hug each other.. 

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And my #teamjai. Finally we're complete. Its so good to gather around like this. I had a bad experiences with #teamjai before - during our posting month at melaka. If you read my blog that time, i just give a hint. So let me clear the air. I fought with jai. On the very last day. Its a nightmare guys. I never fought like that before. I never been so brave to tinggikan suara at someone. And jai also was so scary that time. We're arguing nonstop and She scold me so bad that time and kept on scolding me eventhough i had stop arguing. 

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But overall, it was my fault at first cause i triggered her but she scold me nonstop guys. I hate her since that day. And not surprising at all, i burst into tears but not in front of her ofc. And i cried like theres no tomorrow. Horrible day ever guys. But after i went back to mahsa, i say sorry to jai and you know what? She said no to me like whatttt!!! Seriously???!!!! I still remembered, she was like this "takyah ah weyh, lain kali je" goshhhhh heartbreaksssss. Really guys, i hate her so much. As i hate her, i still want to fix this relationship and i cried when she dont want to apologize me. But hey, look now! Those horrible day are the things that we laugh on today. The quotes looking back and realize it was a biggest thing really hit us so much! Missing my girls so much! 

And not to be forgetten, miss azian and miss sundari. When we were at nasam malacca color walk that day, we invited them to our graduation day, and the day before, miss azian said sorry as shes not coming due to her car was breakdown. But after our convocation, she called me saying that they already in front of the hall. Omg, how can i not love them so much. They came all the way from malacca guys.. *cryingarivernow*

And it was a memorable day. Those 5 seconds accepting the scroll on stage. Meeting people that was a very long time no see. Having laugh and jokes together.. knowing that maybe it was the last time we may laughed like this. When is the next time guys? Tell me.. 

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And the most important thing. My parents, my family. It was not my day guys. It their days. My real spinal cord. Without them, i cant be there on stage receiving those scrolls. Without them, i might not be the person i am today. Without them, im nothing. Without their support and encouragement, this 3 years of journey would just stop halfway. 

And my other family. Achik and mamatok watched me from home. Their watched our mahsa live streaming and my mamatok burst into tears seeing me on stage. Thank god mahsa have that live streaming so that my mamatok can watch their first grandchild taking scroll on stage. And they make pulut kuning for me. Maigaddddd ya allah, forgive me if theres any other thing that im not grateful for.. 

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And its so many of them to be mention here. Im so glad that i write almost my diploma journey here knowing someday i might scroll it down once again and read it and miss it and cry for it over and over. 

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There are so many things that i need to jot down here but i just cant.. there's a lots of thing and theres a lump in my heart. I dont know how to express it but let make it short here. Thankyou everyone. Thankyou so much. Mamayah, family, friends, lecturers, all of them, those who came and never leave. Those who came and leave. Thankyou so much. This is not a goodbye. This is a new hello. Its the end. And also the beginning. I open at the close ✨

I made it guys! 3years of journey is not easy. Its always ups and downs there. Blacks and whites. Sweet and bitters. Thick and thin. Front and back. Alhamdulillah i am tough throughout this and not soften up early. 

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Alhamdulillah, Allah make me strong to face all of the obstacles and circumstances.

Yours truly is now a diploma gradute, MAHSA's alumni. Alhamdulillah.

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Diploma in Physiotherapy 🎈

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Its a wrapp!!!!!

Signing off,

Yours truly 💋