Hey guys. Its already new year now.. hope its not too late to wish you all a happy new year. Wishing you have a wonderful year inshaallah..
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Its 2019 now.. and its a goodbye for 2018. I faced lots of thing during 2018. Never thought i learned so much life things in one year. I never hate nor love 2018 but thats it. All i could say 2018 taught me a lot. I experienced so much things in 2018.
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Started my 2018 as a students. A final year of a diploma in physiotherapy students. All was well.. stil with the same roommates, the same classes, the same college, the same life. And on february, went to practical at you-know-where. Meet a new people there and never taught that i love the relationships there. Im enjoying being a practical student there (( but i never knew it could hurt me this much now. Wait until september part and you will know why))
The best part was when i had an ankle sprain and the terjatuh part, the swollen ankle part. And its really tiring to catchup the bus and lrt early in the morning just to arrived on time. Travelling using public transport for one month from pj to ampang its not funny guys. And really tiring. But its worth it and we enjoyed it. Everything was just beautiful and its a hardest goodbye. The last day at there before moving on to the next clinical placement was a sad day.
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March, i've been practical at PJ. Knowing theres a lots of disabled child in this world just make me sad. And the hardest part when theyre not accepted by their parents for who they are just heartbreaking. This place were really an eye opener for me. Make me realize that these disabled kids need to be love to. Little did i know that i could miss them now.. i always wanted to finish my posting there but who knows the last day there was just another sad day for me.. for us.. and yes, for them too. They have feelings too guys.. and theyre also sad seeing us go and will never come back again..
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April. 3rd clinical placement at klang. Everythings good. Especially sharing room with cahila and syieda. Bonding time with them were priceless. Sleep with them were amazing. Knowing them were just another blessing. I miss to be their roommates again. And to karaoke with them for 8hours straight!
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May. My birthday and nothing special. No celebration like before this but yaaa im thankful for everything. Just so sad that they didnt remember my birthday and guess what? I had a very least people wishing me on my 21st birthday.. maybe being 22nd will be better hahhaha hope so.
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And on june, its fasting month and a real final exam for us. Still remember the last ospe, i didnt sleep at all. Not because im studying but just because i cant sleep and i dont want to sleep and i just want to spend time with my roommates and neighbours.. and after ospe exam, damia and i straight away went to kenanga to buy raya clothes until evening and we went to bazaar and im just too tired and ter-sleep 5 min before azan. Hahaha.
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July. Raya month! Its a happy month and a sad month as well. My phone was down to fever guys. A very bad fever until its cannot be fixed anymore. And to make it more sad, its happened on the raya month and we also have family day this year.. goshhh! I dont have lots of picture during raya this year hhuhu. But its a good thing also cause i got a new one that im using now yayyy!
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And after raya im helping ayahchik with his mouse tail supplier work. Nothing much but okay laaa.. lots of improvement done but still theres lots of problem throughout this. But the most unexpected part was when ayahchik asked me to drive from cyberjaya to salak tinggi. Mannnnn do you know how long i didnt drive? But you know, its a good start. Im back to driving now and i just love to drive. Sometimes i went back to pasir gudang just to drive. Hahhaha.
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August - Its a good start. And bad also. I'd been accepted at you-know-where. Never taught i could be accepted as i came there just to meet miss fiqa, and all of the staffs there. I still remembered how disagree everyone at me when im saying i already worked there. I prayed so hard so that Allah make things easier. (And He did)
Its just another beautiful month you know to spent the whole day with the one that you already know during practical. And the relationship there was just priceless. The karaoke session all that. I miss them. But i hate it because it will never be the same anymore. The you-know-who make me hate you-know-where so much now. Wanna know why?
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September - i've been through a hardest heartbreak this month. I've been rejected by you-know-who and its felt so sad.. and hurts.. so much.. even typing this make me feel so much pain now. Its not easy to move on dude. I was crying all over again and no one dare to ask a single why what happen to me even my parents also. They understands me well and i just feeling so sad and regret for not listen to what they said before. Parents instincts is always the best and you guys just please believe on it. I've been through it and i know how it feels like. To believe that is good but not good in your parents heart. I just so angry with everything that day. Especially realizting tha i've done the best but my best is never enough. Its take me the whole month to move on from what had happened and yes i cried every single day, every single time. And i shall say it as a sadtember.
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October. It was a great start. I've been interviewed and they accepted me. On the 1st october itself. And i met my #teamjai also. Met them and sleep with them in one room again, jalan2 and being their driver.. haihhh i miss them lotsss
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November was just another great start. I started work and still working today at the same place till now alhamdulillah. November always been an amazing month for me since my high school days. And i just thinking that i want to call it yesvember because its always the best month of the year and its a yes.
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I always scared to meet new people after what had happened on september. To being attach with new people and to being nice and to prove youre the best but never been the best to anyones eye. But one thing i learned from one of my good friend, just go out from our comfort zone. Meet new people, get to know others. Because that is life.
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December. Its okay as we started to received patients. But we just realized that we always lack of everything. And our management was still so poor. I just dont know how to fix this out. Even till today.. we were so busy until now and i just so sad that i didnt have time to blog now.
I hope everything runs smoothly and the patients that come also will not complain much. We facing big trouble now as theres lot of things need to be sort out haihhhh.
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And thats all for 2018. Hope you all read all of my entries for 2018 for more details. Except the raya and practical part. Cause i dont have time that day hahah.
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Hope we have a splendid 2019. And my wishlist for 2019 are to buy a new car. My own car. I already said to mamayah and they disagree as my economy isnt stable yet so yaaa. I just agree with their diasgreement. Never want to argue again. And yes.. i always wanted to ride a horse. I want to ride a horse. I want to ride horse. I want to ride a horse.
And one more. I want to play futsal. I dont know why but the other day i watched gol and gincu1 and i really really into futsal. I. Just. Want. To. Play. Futsal.
And.
Riding.
A.
Horse.
Can i?
2019, please....
Yours truly,
Dee 💋
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