Rosnah's farewell party

So its a first post on 2020 after 19 days but whateverrr, better late than never i guess hhaha.

So the day before rosnah left, we did a surprise farewell party for her. Well, actually we were planning to go out having dinner at somewhere but yaa since their schedule is shift so this one have to work on pm shift and the other one have to work on night shift and its a continous shift so we decided to did it at this place itself. Easier. 

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So kak ain cooked and i made cocktail as usual. We do a bit decoration at the upstairs living room and turned it into party animal hahhaha.

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Rosnah was surprised and touched and she almost cried but shes not. Only the time when she came back to our room and we gave her present only then she started to cry... 

So on the very first day of the year, rosnah was leaving us. Kakain, sumaiyah and i decided to go to tbs with rosnah for a very last goodbye. So we had our brunch at bandar permaisuri and straight away to tbs.

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I almost cried when we had out last handshake and hugging for the last time. 😢 

We dont know when is the next time for us but i hope you are happy wherever you are now. Goodluck for your new adventure. I love you rosnah.

I still remember the first time i go to our room, its you that i saw that time. And then sumaiyah, you, nadia and i that had been grow up with this place with so many obstacles and the ups and downs. Haihhh those were the daysss 😭 

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Missing you rosnah, my roommate.

Goodbye 2019

Guys, 2019 is leaving us for good in a few hours.. i dont know whether to be sad or happy. 2019 had taught me a lots. I learned a lot this year. Theres so many ups and downs i'd faced this year. Too many stories to be told but i dont know howwww.

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Basically my 2019 was my career year. My happy and sad pills all of it was about where i live now. Still remember how we celebrate new year together, chinese new year, seeing the new staff come and go, i got my car, my sister's graduation, got lots of friend this year, the struggle we faced in this working life and the list goes on. 

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Entering 2020, hoping that i will be much more happy in many aspects. Forget about the past, let bygones be bygones. My resolution are to maintain my diet and aim for 55kg weight and berjimat. Not wasting many here and there like a rich people. 

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I hope you find your resolution and achieve it cause i will try to achieve mine. 

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So happy new year guys 👋

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Isya's sister wedding reception

Last saturday, i got an wedding invitation at cheras sentral from isya. It was her little sister's wedding reception. Isya is someone that i known from LYC Clinic. And if you still remember that i had wrote here before, that sumaiyah and i had to go to clinic at ttdi for training for a week during my first month working here. So we know isya from there. And after the training, sumaiyah and i work at this senior home while isya still at the clinic. We are not working in the same place, but still in the same company.

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Every week when doctor do her round, isya will be there and yaaa we're not so close but we are. Untill one day i heard isya wanna make a move, resigning from this company. I was sad but well everyone deserve better future and only she knows whats best for her. 

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We never seen each other after isya resign from here until one day she invited me to her sister's wedding and i really look forward into it. 

So i invited everyone and only a few that was available that time and they were kakain, sumaiyah and rosnah. 

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So after i finished my work at 12, we all dress up and went to cheras sentral. I thought its just a hall but it is not. The hall are inside the cheras sentral mall guys and its really next to tgv cinemas which makes me so impressed. And i never know such hall exist in this world. The parking are also easy and you can choose which park you want because it a lotsss of choices! 

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And the hall was so beautiful and isya was so pretty and the food was so delicious and the bride and groom was so lovely and it was just a very romantic wedding. 

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Well yes, i love each concept of the wedding that i went to. The feelssssss guysss haihhhhhh. 

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But we had to make a move a bit earlier since rosnah was doing her pm shift so yaaa we said a goodbye to isya and i was just so happy.

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Not only because of the wedding, but also because i get to go out with sumaiyah, rosnah and kakain. You will never know how close we are. Sharing everything together since the past one year. And now realizing i had to lose each one of them. Haihhhhh...

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Catching up!

Hello guys! How yall been doing?

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Im fine, more than fine actually. And currently. But one thing for sure, i felt so bad.. like, really really bad 😢 im losing my track on this blank space. Im no more active with this blog. I hate it but i cant deny the laziness. I need the mood and spirit to type here but all i want to do is sleep. Its not the matter of time. I have a lot of time after work. Like a lotsss.. but yaaa i hate myself.

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I lose the track for almost 5 months. So many things i want to put here but i just cantttt 😭

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So lets catch up few things that i remember 😅

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1) rabiah was leaving us for good. Furthering her studies at ukm for forensics course. Of course yours truly is crying haihhhh and we did a farewell party for her plus mummy sumadi's belated birthday which involved the foods from kakain yayyyy

2) losing a few friends which i dont why and what is my fault hmm 

3) celebrating eina's birthday; i wrapped her present 22 times for her 22nd age. And i also edit a video for her which i think my editing skills have improved a lot 🤣 she felt so touched after watch my video that i made for her which make me more hapier

4) not to forget my sayang saya. I explore a lot with my sayang. Go here and there. And guess where was the most far? Its terengganu! Rabiah and i went to terengganu for sumaiyah's wedding with my car

5) and yes, sumaiyah was married and im so sad but sooo much happyyy! Congratulations sumaiyahhhhh iloveyouuuu

6) had a video shooting for marketing thing at my workplace which i had to be an actress and being fake

7) reunited with aqilah and shakila after so loonggg. And also with Is!

8) eina and i reunion with damia and afiqah at lepaking. My first time went to lepaking at i love it so much! It is my favourite place nowwwww. And went to midnight karaoke with them 

9) going out a lottt with my sayang and travel here and there for a food #foodhuntingisonnnn

10) fly back to kota bharu alone to pickup mamatok and fly back to kl with mamatok. It was a tiring journey! 

11) went to diniey's convocation at uitm segamat. And another thing to highloght here was i fit my form 5 baju kurung and im shoooo happyyyyyy

12) met salma aryan, kaknurul's daughter for the first time. The strongest and miracle baby i must say

13) went to karaoke with my siblings for the first time hahhaha

14) drove alone all the way from pasir gudang to kulai. And drove from kulai to kl with aqilah. Definitely she is my travel buddy! 

15) another hod was coming in and now we got 2 head and yaaaa dont know what to say. So much pressure like i want to resign 24 hours but yaaa lets lets and see

16) gaduh and merajuk with staff here. I slept at the next door house guys hahhaha

17) went to bangi wonderland with eina, putra and illiyin. I thought im gonna love it. And im never thought im gonna hate it. Not hate but handling with adrenaline rush is really not my thing i guess

18) reunion after one year with ily and nana

19) had been doing a lots of activities for residents here and yaaa suddenly i felt im so productive hahahahah

20) going to dentist with eina to cabut her teeth

21) rosnah resigning 

22) sumaiyah resigning 

23) putra and eina resigning

This is just sooo sad, seeing my loved ones make a move. 😭

And i think thats alls. Of course theres a few staff that already coming in. And we started the home nursing and home physio package. 

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I hope i will be more rajin after this just like my university day which i will write at least twice a month. 

Hope to see you again soon. Bye! 

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Current update

Hello everyone! How are you guys? I hope you're all doing well.. gosh, i miss blogging so much!! To be honest, i was very very lazy last month to update, to post, to type, to write, to tell everything on what happened during the raya month. And i felt so bad bout it. See ya my last post only the pictures of me celebrating raya 2019 without any single words on it. Told ya, im very lazy and not in mood. But still i did that cause i dont want to lose the track! 

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So ya, lets get back on the track. Lets start writing again cause my heart is always at this blank space thing. 

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Nothing much changes, but we do have another 3 more staffs to add on. Which is iqmal, mira and ezzati. And, we opened our second house gais. The next door. Well im always disagree with the second house thing as the first house itself still not stable enough with the patients came in and out like that but yaaa had to get used to it. The new staffs are being placed at the next door which i felt so sad because we cant get close with them. But nevermind.

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And what else? Oh yaaa! I lose weight! A lots! And my families all said that which make me so happy. I do want to share bout my diet journey but okay lets wait until my bmi is normal. Currently, overweight 😅

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I guess thats all. I hope i didnt lose any track again after this cause ya, once a writer, always a writer. Once a blogger, always a blogger 🤗

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Ramadan 2019

Salam guys.

Its the third week of ramadan now.. one more week to go until we'll be celebrating most awaited event of the year, hari raya aidilfitri. 

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I'd settled the first raya raya outfit, which is blueblack theme. We go slightly different this year, we sent the kain to the tailor. Finally after so long.. its been ages we all wearing and buy the ready made clothes. So this year, we have tailor. And i have to go a bit redha as during the measuring session with the tailor, i was not there. Mama just give the tailor a sample of my previous baju which i dont know which is which. And the design also!! I sent mama the design of what i wanted my baju to be. And mama also had explained it to the tailor but yes, im still suspicious with you two. So, whatever my baju gonna be, i have to redha this time. May it turns out well phewwww.

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And i'd settled my second raya outfit too. I bought it last week with mama at my fav shop ever since so many years ago. Eventhough my flight to kl is on second raya but i still want to wear baju kurung at airport guys, who cares. 

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Okay, back to ramadan. As what i'd mentioned before, im fasting with new people this year and im happy for that. Trying to look in a positive corner, its true i cant fast with my family the whole month, but at least i have friends here. We do sahur and fast together. Cooking for iftar together, waiting for iftar time together, sharing the kurma together, sharing the food together, went to bazaar ramadan together. Only solat teraweeh not together as theyre all staff nurse - working shift. 

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Im so thankful and blessed.

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Well, i dont know with whom i'll be celebrating the next ramadan with. Ofc i want it to be with them again but yaaa, lets see..

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Yours Truly turns 22

Happy May guys!

I hope not too late for me to wish that. Its already 2 weeks after my 22nd birthday. No grand celebration at all, only a very small celebration with a few new people in my life and im blessed! 

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Ofc its kinda different this time as im celebrating my birthday at new places and new people. Well, i dont expect them to rembember my birthday but few days before i'd mentioned it to them so that i hope they know. But they not guys. Hahahha. No offence at all but i thinks its funny. Ofc i felt very sad at first. Even eina also didnt wish me that morning. Everything was so fine like nothing happened. And i also didnt even remind them. 

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Until at 11am, someone came looking for me. So i followed this guy to his car. Ofc i thought of everything. Very suspicious but still follow lol! Then suddenly this guy took out a balloon with the chocolate bouquet from his car. On the balloon, written there HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEEY. 

Well i hope its dee. Its written 'deey' because no enough space. Okfine. Its my birthday, i forgive yall.

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And yes, im a bit surprised but still my first mind saying ofc its from my parents. And it is. So millenials guys, parents these day. They were at johor but still managed to throw me a surprise at kl. So yeah, i went in and yes now everyone knows. I was tried to deny it but failed! Hahahha. So they know already and they all felt very bad as they didnt remember my birthday hahahah so cute these people.

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And eina also felt very useless untill she said i can eat everything i want that day (( i was on diet and still )). She also try to pujuk me and ajak me to go to bazaar ramadan. And i said yes. Eventhough i had to drive by myself haihhh. Im a princess but still im the one who drive? Haihhhh. 

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Eina also bought me a piece of cake for me which is so sweet. Okay let be honest, i asked her to buy the cake. But okay la, she agreed. Hahaha. And during berbuka, we all gather around in a long table like we always did, berbuka puasa like usual and after that, they sang me happy birthday song. I blow the lighter (no candles pffttt) and cut the cakes and feed to everyone. 

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I  am so blessed guys! My 22nd birthday was during ramadan kareem, with new beloved beloved people and new places, got a simple piece of chocolate cake, celebrated with the ones who i working with every single day. Im so much thankful for that. Im really happy even if its just a very very simple celebration. Im truly blessed and thankful! 

Salam 2-2

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

We're family..

So, next month.. or i shall say it tomorrow, gonna be my 7th months working here. Well, so far so good. The ups and downs are all norm in working area. But hey guys, i completed my sixth months of probition period tho!

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In sixth months i learnt a lots. Especially the nursing part. And been staying at this area the whole time, make me quite stress sometimes but lemme tell you something.

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We have quite a few staff now. And our duty roster are no longer overtime the whole time which i quite happy and sad at the same time. So yeah, talking about staff. I realize that we are just so close to each other now. Well, everyday we seeing the same face and spent the whole time with the same person. Im happy. Just happy, and thankful.

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I still remembered the last time i worked at you-know-where, i felt so sad to leave that place cause i really love the family-like relationship there. I cried so hard that time realizing i had to leave them cause hell yea i love them so much.

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But look now guys. Alhamdulillah, i have a new family here. We are just like family and im so thankful for that. Allah take something from me just because He wanna replace with something better. 

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Its true that we seems like hate each other or mad at someone sometimes but next day we will be like normal like nothing was happened. 

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This coming may, will be my birth month and i'll be with them during my birth day. Celebrating with new people this year so i guess theres nothing special. But the special one is, it is during the fasting month and less in one weeks, we will be celebrating ramadan. 

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Ofc, this is a first time for all of us to celebrate and fasting here. Cant wait to share my experience of sahur and iftar with them. 

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So yea,i really cant wait for May - fasting & my birthday - and hari raya also. 

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Will be celebrating with my new family here. I just cant wait. 

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Staffs: miss nadia, sumaiyah, rosnah, deeyana(me), kak ain, abang egat, mummy sumadi, madam maureen, anson, wan, eina, putra, eddy, kaksu 💕

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Working life

Its my second post on this last week of march and i feel bad bout this. I hate the fact that i was so busy and all i want to do at the end of the day is just sleep and rest. 

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I always think that working life is much more easier that student life. Nothing much to be stress like you can sleep peacefully without have to think bout the tomorrows classes or waking up at 3 to study and all sort of exams. Nothing to be worry and yes a peaceful night ofcourse. And the most important part is, i can blogging at least once a week cause ya nothing to do after work just rest and rest and rest until the next day you have to wake up and get back to work.

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But the reality is not that guys. Its true that i have such a peaceful night and wonderful weekend.. but heres the thing...

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I was just to busy. With the lack of staff, i have to do tons of work and lots of overtime. Which is very tiring. This place is a nice place but all of the patients are very very demanding like i dont know how to handle them anymore. 

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Its actually stressful just like a student back then (read: less stressful)

With the reports and assesment, doctor, preparing food kinda of thing haishhhh i dont know how long im gonna stay in this place. 

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Its been 5 months tho. And next month on the first april itself is my confirmation.. no feeling bout that. At all. 

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And guess what? Eina, hope you still remember her - one of my roommates and classmates at MAHSA is now working with me.. yayyy, together with putra, our classmates also. 

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Im so happy to be together with eina and so nice that we are roommate again now.. i hope she can stay longer also hahhaah. 

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So yeah, nothing much and yes like always, please do pray for me so that i can frequently blogging every week at least! 

See ya!

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

HAMSHI Family Day 16-17 Feb 2019

Hello guys! Happy march!!! 

Yes guys, already march. And i didnt remember when was the last time i was blogging. I hate the fact that working life is much busier. I thought that i will be updating my blog at least once a week when i started working. But no guys. My whole day is about work work and work. And during the night time, im only want to lie down on my bed , scrolling my ig ig  twiter. Haihhh..

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So its about two weeks ago or maybe more when we all decided to organise a family day. So #thecomels being so grown up girls, organise this family day. It was not easy task. Im almost gave up halfway. Its really stressful as im the one who incharge with the rooms and payment. The type of room, deposits and all haihhh.

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So our destination was at tadom hills resort, banting.. its our second time as we were inspired from our trip last time hahhah. 

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Nothing much, but i can see that everyone were happy despite the late upon check in. All of us were so happy swimming the lake especially the kids. They were so excited as that was their very first time swimming lake. They also sooo jakun with double decker bed haihhhh this modern kids aiyooo...

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We decided for a potluck bbq and after dinner we all played games. A lots of game like uno, giant jenga, galah panjang and the most addictive games, gin rummy. Guess what? We played gin rummy untill its 4.30 am guys. And yes, we were late for breakfast. Its finished at 10 and we woke up at 10 hahahhaha.

 

Really hope that #thecomels will still organize this such thing again in future. Hope so!

Thankyou everyone for understanding and hope you guys happy with this short vacay. See you next time.

#hamshiyoyayoya

And to my girls, yes we did it!!!

*fliphair*

*blownails*

Yours truly,

Dee 💋