Catching up session

Its a first day of class after one week of holiday and im so tired right now. So back to my last friday, i met my bestfriend ever, syahira. The one who still stick with me no matter what. Its had been few months since the last time we met and watched movie together, girls day out kinda thing.

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So its started when i leave a comment on one of her photo asking if she is still in holiday. So we decided to meet on friday and alhamdulillah everything went well. Its so easy to go out this time without any barrier or challenges. Alhamdulillah.

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We choosed jusco tebrau again for the third time. Im quite amazed with jusco's new renovation. Its such a big shopping complex! And also few shops are added such as daiso, kaison and many more. 

Sya and i wandered around and take a look here and there and laughing and making jokes and yea, im happy. So happy! Too much happy! Being with her, having a long chit chat its such another blessing for me. How i miss my school days where i can met her everyday. Laughed everyday. Talked with her everyday, every single time. 

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We decided to not watch any movies since its our time i mean its catching up session so lets talk till you have no saliva to talk lol. Too many things that we talked. Too many laughs that day. Its quite bored that we had nothing to do but being with her, nothing to be bored to. 

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We had an early lunch at the chicken rice shop since its been a long time since the last time i ate chicken rice. And also, im craving their pai tee tho! No food pictures cause we were too busy with our story.

While eating, sya and i were talking about our school days.. Our friends, our teachers.. We such miss them a lotsssss. And suddenly i saw cikgu salwidani and we were both so suprised! Panjangnya umur cikgu hhahah. Cikgu salwidani came near to us and had a little conversation but its really meaningful to us.. We miss you so much cikgu! Then we realized, how fast the time flies. Its been 3 years since the last day we left our stAnd.. Too much memories there. Ups and downs. Happiness and sadness. Blacks and whites. Fronts and backs. I miss all of them, a lotsss. 

Imma so happy that day. How thankful how i am that i can met sya and finally i met one of my cikgu.

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Sya and i came back home at 6pm that day and right now, i miss her. I want to talk to her.. Again and again.. And againnn.. That day was really a beautiful day and i cant stop myself from smiling :) 

I told you ya, parking lots is always the best place to photoshoot lol! And too sad, we had to use self timer for all the photos including that candid photo. And one thing, its not a fake laugh but real laugh even we use self timer. Cause when the time ticking we laughed and laughed and laughed cause being with her is the best moments that i will cherish for the rest of my life ;)

Happy teachers day!

today is teacher's day gaiss!! and of course i miss to celebrate it. it had been 2 years i didnt celebrate it since im no longer a school students. here at university you will call the one who teach you as lecturer. its true that there is no difference between lecturer and teacher. both of them are educator but one things you didnt get once you in university is a teacher's day celebration. 

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who miss teacher's day celebration??? me!!!!!! as that the time all of my teacher will be so kind and smile happily to celebrate their day. and the most important is, theres no class, no learning process. hhahha! i still dont get it why pupils like to ponteng during this celebration. dont they want to thanks their teachers? they have sacrifice a lot to you.. 

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as for me, i have a lot of teachers that i would like to thank to. started from my parents ( the best teacher after all), my kindergarten's teacher, my primary school teachers, my secondary school teachers and now, my physio lecturers. 

started from tadika sri kancil, sek keb taman kota masai, sek agama taman kota masai, sek men keb taman kota masai, sek men keb taman nusa damai and now mahsa university. 

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and of course the most i remembered was during my secondary school. here some of teachers that i admire the most. they're like super duper awesome cause they teach science subject. if you dont know, science subject are very tough tho! i always gave up especially when it comes to add math hhaha!

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so here goes the first one..

1. cikgu munshi and cikgu noriza - chemistry

this two person are very awesome i must tell you. they know all of the chemical equation and can settled it in a few seconds. i dont know how they make it but mannn, they're just too awesome. cikgu munshi with his softness and patience. and sometimes his silly jokes that make all of us laugh. he being a friend to his students that makes us felt close to him. and cikgu noriza, eventhough she is a very fierce chemist teacher, but she will make sure all of her students understand and can score this subject. the most important is, she teach us the easiest way to answer the question or to write the equation.

2. cikgu anisah - biology

a very, very kind and soft hearted teacher that i'd ever met. she makes this biology subject more interesting. she use object around us as an example. like a grape is a alveoli. a pipe is a small & large intestine and a room with a few door as a flow of blood at what place, i cant recall. but her imagination is really amazing gais! the way she taught us make all of us understand. i told you, its hard to study about the organ system, respiration system and so on but cikgu anisah make it clear. even in physio now, when it comes to neuron and cell and respiration system automatially i remembered cikgu anisah like i want her to teach me please.. hhuhu

  she once have make the whole class cried when she told us about her late mother that passed away a weeks ago at that time. 

3. cikgu salwidani - physics

this physics subject really really killed me before. i told you, i never ever passed this subject when im in form 4. i dont know how the format and i just answered it whatever i wanted. but when im in form 5, cikgu salwidani taught me this subject and suprisingly i passed and never failed anymore. i cried at that time. she really made my day. i dont know how to thank her but i felt so blessed that i can learn physics from her. she is very easy going person and even though sometimes she being very fierce one, but that for those who didnt complete her work and didnt attended extra class. not me for sure hhahaha. i always assumed that she is my mama like mama was teaching me at that time as her face look a little bit similar to mama. 

this was during an extra class which cikgu salwidani brought macaroni goreng that she cooked for us as the canteen was closed. 

4. cikgu saharol - additional mathematics

my. another. killer. subject.

omg! this add math always made me cried. i never like this subject. but cikgu saharol always make me interested and eager to attend his class. he always make jokes when he was teaching which was very funny. i still remember that day he sat beside me and looked at my answered and that 'jalan kerja'. you know how it feel? sooo nervous and end up he used his rotan so that i will do it faster. see, he love to 'disturb' his students and make the person shy. if you know cikgu saharol, you will understand what im trying to say here. and oh ya, he is a cikgu displin btw. many students expect that he is a very garang type but you know, if you didnt do what you should not do, then what's point a person want to scold you. plus, marahkan tandanya sayang.. to be a better person, right! 

last day of school, exactly after biology paper (spm examination)

once again, thank you so much for all of my teacherssssss. eventhough you didnt read this, but i want you to know that i still remember all of you and i really miss those day when i went to your class. its always be my nice memory :')

Farhana turns 19

hello guys and girls!! its almost 3weeks i didnt blogging. im quite busy and dont have enough time actually. and next week is my midsem exam so wish me luck gaiss #prayfordeeyana

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so today is 8th march. its my friend's birthday. i mean, my bestfriend, FARHANA SHAHDZUL KAHAR. i miss her so much.. we didnt even see each other for almost one year since the last time we met. but that doesnt mean that i didnt remember her birthday. 

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back at 2013 when we were in form 3, i sat alone at the back class. its so sad actually until one day she come to me and sat next to me. she started to have a talk with me and yes, im felt so comfortable when i with her. we become a very close friends especially when she decided to move and sat next to me. i felt so happy at that time. finally, someone want to sit beside me. started from that day, we become close and close and close until there was no secret between us. i know every single thing about her and she knows everything about me. yes! sometimes we have problems, sometimes we fight-laugh-cry. 

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the crap we talk

the guys we stalk

the imagination we built

the gossip we spill

the looks that could kill

seriously i miss all about us. if only i can met her and my another bestfriend, syahira.. i would like to hug this two person so much. they always with me no matter what happen. through every ups and downs. every black and white. every thick and thin. i miss both of yo so much. we werent sisters at birth but we knew from the start we were put on this earth to be sisters at heart. 

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thank you for everything, for all the times that i forgot to "THANK YOU"

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so here's come a little bit pictures of me and fa and sya. eventho fa was always refused to take a selfie together. 

During teacher's day celebration at school:

When i miss her so much and i need her at that time, so we met at this park:

During my open house (hari raya):

During my 17th birthday celebration:

During fa's 17th suprise birthday celebration:

And that's all that  i could conclude about us. i miss this two person so much. and once again, happy 19th birthday fa. be happy (even without me), its your day girl! 

  

throwback high school memories

currently at my home now. leaving mahsa for a study leave as i'd mentioned in my previous post and will come back to mahsa this sunday. so i was travelled alone on that day from mahsa to midvalley (( why ktm's fare is rm2 now????!!!! )) to tbs to johor. never thought i was as brave as that. 

please excuse my bawal. i didnt know how to wear it and fix it nowadays as i usually wears shawl to class. 

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so, due to spm examination had over a few days ago, my juniors including my sister were uploading their sweet moment during school days on instagram and wechat. i was so jealous and it makes me miss my days when i was still study at stAnd.

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sometimes i got so angry like why you uploading so much picture like hello, i'd faced this first okayyy and not only you who feels sad when leaving your school. your senior also feels that okayyyy. just imagine, you spend the whole of your life at the school since form 2 and now you're not have any relation with that school unless the ex stAndvengers title. 

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still remember those days.. the first time i entered this school. the first time i met the one who i truly love. and of course, form 5 was the only year that i miss most. all of the hapiness and joy, bitterness and sad, ups and downs, black and white. all of the memories i will kept in forever and ever and gonna be the best moment that had happened in my life. never expected that i am officially a university student now. time flies so fast. yours truly so grown up. 

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school life is the best moment that could happen in everyone's life. like seriously for those who didnt miss your school days you're completely insane. but actually, i just miss my school, my friends, my teacher, my desk, my class and my leisure and lepak and recess time. not the subjects! hhaha i hate physics and add math and chemistry so how come i want to miss that subject tho? 

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so, nothing so much to talk to. just miss my old days so mucho. if i can turn back time, i would like to appreciate every moments of my friends and i. i would like to slow down the time and try to create a lot of happy moments there. no more fighting and arguing with your bestfriend. no more crying session for a guy. no more bad mood day. phewwww

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if youre still in primary or secondary school, try to create a lot of moments this time. cause all of those moments that will make you crying for missing it when you graduated from your school. 

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so here are some picture that i still save it on my gallery during our last and not so last day at hostel. 

this post makes me miss stAnd even more especially when i scrolled down my gallery *criesblood

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dear stAnd, i miss you so much. i've never see you after the not so graduation day. its been a while right. i wish i can step my foot and come closer to you. i want to spend time with you. with all my friends and my batch. i miss you and them like no word can describe it. i really want to spend my night with my friend in you. take care dear stAnd. i hope you're strong to face a new face and new batch and new behaviors. i love you smk taman nusa damai. 

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from: ex standvengers

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