Ramadan 2019

Salam guys.

Its the third week of ramadan now.. one more week to go until we'll be celebrating most awaited event of the year, hari raya aidilfitri. 

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I'd settled the first raya raya outfit, which is blueblack theme. We go slightly different this year, we sent the kain to the tailor. Finally after so long.. its been ages we all wearing and buy the ready made clothes. So this year, we have tailor. And i have to go a bit redha as during the measuring session with the tailor, i was not there. Mama just give the tailor a sample of my previous baju which i dont know which is which. And the design also!! I sent mama the design of what i wanted my baju to be. And mama also had explained it to the tailor but yes, im still suspicious with you two. So, whatever my baju gonna be, i have to redha this time. May it turns out well phewwww.

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And i'd settled my second raya outfit too. I bought it last week with mama at my fav shop ever since so many years ago. Eventhough my flight to kl is on second raya but i still want to wear baju kurung at airport guys, who cares. 

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Okay, back to ramadan. As what i'd mentioned before, im fasting with new people this year and im happy for that. Trying to look in a positive corner, its true i cant fast with my family the whole month, but at least i have friends here. We do sahur and fast together. Cooking for iftar together, waiting for iftar time together, sharing the kurma together, sharing the food together, went to bazaar ramadan together. Only solat teraweeh not together as theyre all staff nurse - working shift. 

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Im so thankful and blessed.

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Well, i dont know with whom i'll be celebrating the next ramadan with. Ofc i want it to be with them again but yaaa, lets see..

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

We're family..

So, next month.. or i shall say it tomorrow, gonna be my 7th months working here. Well, so far so good. The ups and downs are all norm in working area. But hey guys, i completed my sixth months of probition period tho!

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In sixth months i learnt a lots. Especially the nursing part. And been staying at this area the whole time, make me quite stress sometimes but lemme tell you something.

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We have quite a few staff now. And our duty roster are no longer overtime the whole time which i quite happy and sad at the same time. So yeah, talking about staff. I realize that we are just so close to each other now. Well, everyday we seeing the same face and spent the whole time with the same person. Im happy. Just happy, and thankful.

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I still remembered the last time i worked at you-know-where, i felt so sad to leave that place cause i really love the family-like relationship there. I cried so hard that time realizing i had to leave them cause hell yea i love them so much.

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But look now guys. Alhamdulillah, i have a new family here. We are just like family and im so thankful for that. Allah take something from me just because He wanna replace with something better. 

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Its true that we seems like hate each other or mad at someone sometimes but next day we will be like normal like nothing was happened. 

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This coming may, will be my birth month and i'll be with them during my birth day. Celebrating with new people this year so i guess theres nothing special. But the special one is, it is during the fasting month and less in one weeks, we will be celebrating ramadan. 

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Ofc, this is a first time for all of us to celebrate and fasting here. Cant wait to share my experience of sahur and iftar with them. 

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So yea,i really cant wait for May - fasting & my birthday - and hari raya also. 

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Will be celebrating with my new family here. I just cant wait. 

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Staffs: miss nadia, sumaiyah, rosnah, deeyana(me), kak ain, abang egat, mummy sumadi, madam maureen, anson, wan, eina, putra, eddy, kaksu 💕

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

No longer a diploma student & Ramadan 1439h

Hye guys! Sorry for the silence. I just want to tell you something. Im proudly to announce to all of you that i'd finished my studies. Alhamdulillah. Its wayyy too long journey mann but alhamdulillah everything went well. 3 years done gais and i made it!!! Hope we will pass those final exam with flying colors and can graduate this year. 

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I still can remember my first day on mahsa, i cried a lots, i used to call mamayah a lots, i cant sleep, i dont have friends, im lonely, i had a very bad homesick.. Fast forward, i cry also when i realize i have to leave mahsa. Theres a lots of ups and downs in mahsa. All of tears and laughs.. Juc and spc both have their own memory. My old friends and my new friends. Thankyou so muchh. I just can write more otherwise my tears will burst now.. 

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And in case you want to know, i had a very good quality time with my roomates, and my 'neighbours' before leaving mahsa. Mia have a car so we drove here and there and we went out for nowhere. We cover every parts of kuala lumpur and we wandered around till the morning. We shop at jalan tar and came back after sahur, we went to bazaar with 8 peoples in myvi, we membawang in the room till 2am and went to mamak and continue membawang at mamak. A lots gais a lots. I really want to write more but i just cant :') i miss you so much girls. 

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You will see how happy i am if youre following me on my ig. 

I hate the fact i rarely blogging now cause i really i want to share all of it to my readers but yeahhh a lots of distraction. 

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So now, we're in 4th week of ramadan. I hope you all doing fine cause i am. Its so sad that im not going for teraweeh this year like last year but alhamdulillah i manage to khatam my quran before raya. Yayyyy.. Few days to raya.. So i want to take this oppurtinity to saya selamat hari raya aidilfitri to those who celebrate it and yes, forgive me for all of my wrongdoings, from head to toe, i sincerely say, im sorry.

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Salam aifilfitri gais!

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Eid mubarak

I hope its still not too late for me to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI guys.. Maaf zahir dan batin. Like really, i would like to say sorry for any of my wrongdoings, the good and bad, the less and more, for what i'd done, if theres someone that i might hurt their heart, im really sorry. Salam kosong kosong. 

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Im currently at my house, just came back from hometown few days ago. Raya were amazing like always. Im soo happy surrounded with all of my families. Really, raya is all about gathering everyone and having fun. Well, everybody were so busy with their jobs every single day, no time for family, etc. Even my family. Its been a long time we didnt eat together. So raya is all about family time ❤

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The day before malam raya, we had our very wonderful iftar at hotel perdana, kb. All of their foods are soo yummy and delicious especially the patin tempoyak and kerabu mangga and budu #lidahmelayu

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And also, meets with my adiks were such another blessing. Kakak is on duty gaissss! Already miss irfan and abang aaron and abang mukhreez and baby ayden rn. They're so cheeky like always. Missing them so much nowww! 

Our malam raya is always gempakk! Its started with had an iftar together at HAMSHI Home compound. Then, after maghrib we will gather again at HHKB (( hamshi home kota bharu, as same as hhp - hamshi home putrajaya )) , ready for our annual session, sesi tukar barang dagangan or tukar2 hadiah whatever it calls but its all about every family will receive the same thing as other family. 

>> idk how to explain duhh << 

After finish those session, there's colek for us as moreh yeayyy!!! Idk how to describe what the colek are but i guess its just same as rojak. Omg im hungry rn. Can i have colek? Oh btw, colek are available only on fasting month. 

On first day of syawal, we all dressed up so well! Salam and wish selamat hari raya also say sorry for all the wrongdoings. And the most excited part were received the duit raya yeayyyyy!!! 

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So we got no colour theme this year a.k.a rainbow cause its so hard to find colour and get matching this day. 

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Oh let me show you my outfit. I love it so much! Really really much so! This is the best raya outfit i ever had. Its just a plain purple outfit but look at it gaiss.. Its fit well on my body. Yeahh the skirt a little bit sempit but im still comfortable tho. Just look at the flare.. And the pleated on my end sleeves and my skirt. Maigadddd so much love for this outfit. 

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And the most important is my tudung also well behave lol and its match with my outfit. I even dont want to change my attire even after raya tho. #prayfordeeyana

Isnt it pretty? Please say yes please say yes lol #perasannnn

But then someone spoiled it

Its ngahhh!! 

She wore the same colour with me. Same tone. Suddenly i felt not so special huh

And as always, we ((thecomels)) always wore almost-same-colour-tone-outfit on first syawal. Its always like that. Unplanned! 

And a very compulsory photo every year...

On 2nd day of raya i wore pink colour cause i only have 2 kurungs with pink colour. So yeah, here you go...

At night, we gathered again at mamatok's house and had a very wonderful bonding time. So much laugh, so much drama ((thekids)) and so much yoya yoya. I happy and soo much happy! Truly blessed that i'd born in this family ❤

Alhamdulillah.. Till we meet again next week on #ayuqain weddings.

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Sya turns 20

Assalamualaikum and good evening..

Yesterday was syahira's birthday. She turns 20 yesterday and we decided to celebrate it a day earlier. So last friday, sya and i had an iftar together at mcdonalds. Its really a short meet up and im truly happy that i could see her and had an iftar together

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Theres a lot of story that we discussed. From A to Z. From the easiest one to the hardest problems. A lots. So much laughter and thats true that we miss each other, very much so. 

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I guess thats what friendships are. We dont need daily conversations, doesnt always need togetherness, as long as the relationship lives in the heart, true friends will never apart. For what i know, true friendship is not being inseparable. Its being separated and NOTHING CHANGES! 

Though lines may lie between us, but we are never far apart. Cause friendship doesnt count by miles. Its measured by the heart ❤

Happy 20th birthday my girl friend, the ones who stick with me no matter what happens. 

6 years and still counting 💕