Summary of 2018

Hey guys. Its already new year now.. hope its not too late to wish you all a happy new year. Wishing you have a wonderful year inshaallah.. 

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Its 2019 now.. and its a goodbye for 2018. I faced lots of thing during 2018. Never thought i learned so much life things in one year. I never hate nor love 2018 but thats it. All i could say 2018 taught me a lot. I experienced so much things in 2018. 

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Started my 2018 as a students. A final year of a diploma in physiotherapy students. All was well.. stil with the same roommates, the same classes, the same college, the same life. And on february, went to practical at you-know-where. Meet a new people there and never taught that i love the relationships there. Im enjoying being a practical student there (( but i never knew it could hurt me this much now. Wait until september part and you will know why)) 

The best part was when i had an ankle sprain and the terjatuh part, the swollen ankle part. And its really tiring to catchup the bus and lrt early in the morning just to arrived on time. Travelling using public transport for one month from pj to ampang its not funny guys. And really tiring. But its worth it and we enjoyed it.  Everything was just beautiful and its a hardest goodbye. The last day at there before moving on to the next clinical placement was a sad day. 

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March, i've been practical at PJ. Knowing theres a lots of disabled child in this world just make me sad. And the hardest part when theyre not accepted by their parents for who they are just heartbreaking. This place were really an eye opener for me. Make me realize that these disabled kids need to be love to. Little did i know that i could miss them now.. i always wanted to finish my posting there but who knows the last day there was just another sad day for me.. for us.. and yes, for them too. They have feelings too guys.. and theyre also sad seeing us go and will never come back again.. 

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April. 3rd clinical placement at klang. Everythings good. Especially sharing room with cahila and syieda. Bonding time with them were priceless. Sleep with them were amazing. Knowing them were just another blessing. I miss to be their roommates again. And to karaoke with them for 8hours straight!

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May. My birthday and nothing special. No celebration like before this but yaaa im thankful for everything. Just so sad that they didnt remember my birthday and guess what? I had a very least people wishing me on my 21st birthday.. maybe being 22nd will be better hahhaha hope so. 

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And on june, its fasting month and a real final exam for us. Still remember the last ospe, i didnt sleep at all. Not because im studying but just because i cant sleep and i dont want to sleep and i just want to spend time with my roommates and neighbours.. and after ospe exam, damia and i straight away went to kenanga to buy raya clothes until evening and we went to bazaar and im just too tired and ter-sleep 5 min before azan. Hahaha. 

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July. Raya month! Its a happy month and a sad month as well. My phone was down to fever guys. A very bad fever until its cannot be fixed anymore. And to make it more sad, its happened on the raya month and we also have family day this year.. goshhh! I dont have lots of picture during raya this year hhuhu. But its a good thing also cause i got a new one that im using now yayyy! 

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And after raya im helping ayahchik with his mouse tail supplier work. Nothing much but okay laaa.. lots of improvement done but still theres lots of problem throughout this. But the most unexpected part was when ayahchik asked me to drive from cyberjaya to salak tinggi. Mannnnn do you know how long i didnt drive? But you know, its a good start. Im back to driving now and i just love to drive. Sometimes i went back to pasir gudang just to drive. Hahhaha. 

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August - Its a good start. And bad also. I'd been accepted at you-know-where. Never taught i could be accepted as i came there just to meet miss fiqa, and all of the staffs there. I still remembered how disagree everyone at me when im saying i already worked there. I prayed so hard so that Allah make things easier. (And He did) 

 Its just another beautiful month you know to spent the whole day with the one that you already know during practical. And the relationship there was just priceless. The karaoke session all that. I miss them. But i hate it because it will never be the same anymore. The you-know-who make me hate you-know-where so much now. Wanna know why?

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September - i've been through a hardest heartbreak this month. I've been rejected by you-know-who and its felt so sad.. and hurts.. so much.. even typing this make me feel so much pain now. Its not easy to move on dude. I was crying all over again and no one dare to ask a single why what happen to me even my parents also. They understands me well and i just feeling so sad and regret for not listen to what they said before. Parents instincts is always the best and you guys just please believe on it. I've been through it and i know how it feels like. To believe that is good but not good in your parents heart. I just so angry with everything that day. Especially realizting tha i've done the best but my best is never enough. Its take me the whole month to move on from what had happened and yes i cried every single day, every single time. And i shall say it as a sadtember.

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October. It was a great start. I've been interviewed  and they accepted me. On the 1st october itself. And i met my #teamjai also. Met them and sleep with them in one room again, jalan2 and being their driver.. haihhh i miss them lotsss

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November was just another great start. I started work and still working today at the same place till now alhamdulillah. November always been an amazing month for me since my high school days. And i just thinking that i want to call it yesvember because its always the best month of the year and its a yes. 

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I always scared to meet new people after what had happened on september. To being attach with new people and to being nice and to prove youre the best but never been the best to anyones eye. But one thing i learned from one of my good friend, just go out from our comfort zone. Meet new people, get to know others. Because that is life. 

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December. Its okay as we started to received patients. But we just realized that we always lack of everything. And our management was still so poor. I just dont know how to fix this out. Even till today.. we were so busy until now and i just so sad that i didnt have time to blog now. 

I hope everything runs smoothly and the patients that come also will not complain much. We facing big trouble now as theres lot of things need to be sort out haihhhh.

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And thats all for 2018. Hope you all read all of my entries for 2018 for more details. Except the raya and practical part. Cause i dont have time that day hahah. 

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Hope we have a splendid 2019. And my wishlist for 2019 are to buy a new car. My own car. I already said to mamayah and they disagree as my economy isnt stable yet so yaaa. I just agree with their diasgreement. Never want to argue again. And yes.. i always wanted to ride a horse. I want to ride a horse. I want to ride horse. I want to ride a horse. 

And one more. I want to play futsal. I dont know why but the other day i watched gol and gincu1 and i really really into futsal. I. Just. Want. To. Play. Futsal. 

And.

Riding.

A.

Horse.

Can i?

 2019, please.... 

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Yours truly is back 💃

Im back gais, im bavk, im back...
Honestly guys it was a very very long time ago since my last post - not so long but for me, not to update blog for almost a month is crazy gais. I miss blogging so much!!!
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My last post was about my ramadan 2018. So heres the story.. the day we decided to going back to our hometown, my phone shut down. Blank and quiet. It cant be turned on and im so done with my phone. Im really am a no-phone-girl and enjoying life without phone. But not so really enjoy i guess. I screwed up and i cry cause i want to interact with this whole social media but i cant. Gosh, look what technology had done to us 臘 btw, it cant be repair as the kedai already close for raya time.
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So im really a good girl for almost 2 weeks. 2 weeks gais can you imagine life without phone & internet for 14 daysss?? I cant believe i survived  thats why i didnt upload a lots during raya that time. So sad.. and its also our family day, HKIS - hari keluarga ibrahim and sons but i cant upload a single story bout that im done gais so much done.
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So after raya when we came back to johor mamayah decided to buy me a new phone and yayyyy  its act a birthday gift for me and since i'd finished my studies and will graduating soon (cant waitttt) so this is a gift. A new phone, oppo f7. Neelofa is the ambasaddor for this phone but when i bought it, its no longer neelofa but deelofa  #nakjugak
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So a day after, i went to kl, cyberjaya ofc. Im work with ayahchik now. If you can remember, last year i worked with ayahchik too but only for one day hhahaha cause i have class that time. So since now i dont have any commitment, so i worked with ayahchik. So again i wanna said it here, ayahchik is a supplier to kementerian pelajaran malaysia. We supply mousetail which is kinda like cable tight for exam paper - upsr and spm. And each mousetail have their own series number so its my work to sort it out and put it into a boxes and print those labelling thing and those deliver order. Maigadd so many things i'd done and alhamdulillah everytbing went well. We almost finished it yayyyy.
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And last two nights #thecomels sleepover at hhp like always minus anur cause she is at kb. The most favourite part about being with them is we were gossipping at midnight till morning. We crazy gais. We really crazy. And for two nights we have a very deep conversation, late night talk, gossiping. Its very good time being with them. Always.. but last night, aiman was joining us and we were so happy.. he is kinda like masuk air.
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I really really hope when each one of us getting married we still have time to sleepover till the late night (( or morning )) and our husbands will be close like us too.. ameen.
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Btw, our future husband have to accept the facts that #thecomels are really close and this is my closest mate ever. Dont judge and accept it! Thankyou #notestoourfuturehusband
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I guess thats all for this entry. Make a wish i will be consistent writing here.. ameen 

Yours truly,
Dee 

Uninvited & unexpected guest

Okay so yesterday my family and i ( excluding diniey cause she went to her friends house for raya ) were watching tv and had our family time when suddenly we heard someone said assalamualaikum so many time in front of our house. Qayyum opened the door and he said it was kak mira, mama ira and aina. 

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Just imagine, i was in my kaftan that time so i ran to my room to get a change to a bit proper attire. I'd done changing in less than one minute that i felt so impressed of myself lol. 

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Back to my primary school life, i was staying nursery during day time since mamayah were busy working. At the nursery, i'd met mama ira as our carer, kak mira and aina are mama ira's daughter. Aina was only five that time and kak mira are one year or maybe two year (( i cant remember )) older than me. 

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We came back from school together, had our lunch together, preparing ourselves for sekolah agama together, waiting for our school van on the swing together. So we were very close that time. Really close. She's my friend and my very kepochi friend. During school holiday, i was sent to nursery as always cause mamayah still worked tho, only student that got holidays, not workers hhahah. So during that time we were playing badminton together on both morning and evening, playing those girls stuff - cooking, etc. And we also do a concert and singing competition - i always won, not lie. 

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Look how innocent we were on that time. Remembering our tough days, we always fight also. But we will still be friends a few days later. I still remember that day when we fight, we dont ever talked for almost three days. She tried to talk with me but i refused. I cant remember why but kak mira was saying sorry hundred times, still i cant forgive her. How cruel i am hhahah. But the most tak-boleh-blah part was when i asked her to give me her pen, only then i will forgive her and we'll be a good friend back. Lol. I laugh so hard when remembering our old memories. 

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We havent met since our secondary school as im no longer staying nursery. Its almost 6 years or maybe more we havent meet. But yesterday we had a really good catch up session and nothing changes. She still a very kepochi makcik that i know 6 years ago. And aina are so grown up. Shes already in form 4 now. Kak mira now are almost graduate from her diploma in nursing. She took nursing course and im in physiotherapy so basically our talk yesterday were all about medical stuffs hhaha. 

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We promise to work together in the same hospital one day. Inshaallah amin.. 

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And yesterday was really a good time with her. We talked and laughed so much yesterday that im already missing her. Shes going back from our house at 12, just imagine it. 

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So, to kak mira... Goodluck for your jpj exam and those nursing license exam. Stay kepochi as always cause thats show how special you are.. and kahwin nanti jangan lupa jemput. Love yaaa 💕

Yours truly, 

Dee 💋

Eid mubarak

I hope its still not too late for me to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI guys.. Maaf zahir dan batin. Like really, i would like to say sorry for any of my wrongdoings, the good and bad, the less and more, for what i'd done, if theres someone that i might hurt their heart, im really sorry. Salam kosong kosong. 

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Im currently at my house, just came back from hometown few days ago. Raya were amazing like always. Im soo happy surrounded with all of my families. Really, raya is all about gathering everyone and having fun. Well, everybody were so busy with their jobs every single day, no time for family, etc. Even my family. Its been a long time we didnt eat together. So raya is all about family time ❤

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The day before malam raya, we had our very wonderful iftar at hotel perdana, kb. All of their foods are soo yummy and delicious especially the patin tempoyak and kerabu mangga and budu #lidahmelayu

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And also, meets with my adiks were such another blessing. Kakak is on duty gaissss! Already miss irfan and abang aaron and abang mukhreez and baby ayden rn. They're so cheeky like always. Missing them so much nowww! 

Our malam raya is always gempakk! Its started with had an iftar together at HAMSHI Home compound. Then, after maghrib we will gather again at HHKB (( hamshi home kota bharu, as same as hhp - hamshi home putrajaya )) , ready for our annual session, sesi tukar barang dagangan or tukar2 hadiah whatever it calls but its all about every family will receive the same thing as other family. 

>> idk how to explain duhh << 

After finish those session, there's colek for us as moreh yeayyy!!! Idk how to describe what the colek are but i guess its just same as rojak. Omg im hungry rn. Can i have colek? Oh btw, colek are available only on fasting month. 

On first day of syawal, we all dressed up so well! Salam and wish selamat hari raya also say sorry for all the wrongdoings. And the most excited part were received the duit raya yeayyyyy!!! 

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So we got no colour theme this year a.k.a rainbow cause its so hard to find colour and get matching this day. 

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Oh let me show you my outfit. I love it so much! Really really much so! This is the best raya outfit i ever had. Its just a plain purple outfit but look at it gaiss.. Its fit well on my body. Yeahh the skirt a little bit sempit but im still comfortable tho. Just look at the flare.. And the pleated on my end sleeves and my skirt. Maigadddd so much love for this outfit. 

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And the most important is my tudung also well behave lol and its match with my outfit. I even dont want to change my attire even after raya tho. #prayfordeeyana

Isnt it pretty? Please say yes please say yes lol #perasannnn

But then someone spoiled it

Its ngahhh!! 

She wore the same colour with me. Same tone. Suddenly i felt not so special huh

And as always, we ((thecomels)) always wore almost-same-colour-tone-outfit on first syawal. Its always like that. Unplanned! 

And a very compulsory photo every year...

On 2nd day of raya i wore pink colour cause i only have 2 kurungs with pink colour. So yeah, here you go...

At night, we gathered again at mamatok's house and had a very wonderful bonding time. So much laugh, so much drama ((thekids)) and so much yoya yoya. I happy and soo much happy! Truly blessed that i'd born in this family ❤

Alhamdulillah.. Till we meet again next week on #ayuqain weddings.

Yours truly,

Dee 💋