Ramadan 2019

Salam guys.

Its the third week of ramadan now.. one more week to go until we'll be celebrating most awaited event of the year, hari raya aidilfitri. 

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I'd settled the first raya raya outfit, which is blueblack theme. We go slightly different this year, we sent the kain to the tailor. Finally after so long.. its been ages we all wearing and buy the ready made clothes. So this year, we have tailor. And i have to go a bit redha as during the measuring session with the tailor, i was not there. Mama just give the tailor a sample of my previous baju which i dont know which is which. And the design also!! I sent mama the design of what i wanted my baju to be. And mama also had explained it to the tailor but yes, im still suspicious with you two. So, whatever my baju gonna be, i have to redha this time. May it turns out well phewwww.

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And i'd settled my second raya outfit too. I bought it last week with mama at my fav shop ever since so many years ago. Eventhough my flight to kl is on second raya but i still want to wear baju kurung at airport guys, who cares. 

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Okay, back to ramadan. As what i'd mentioned before, im fasting with new people this year and im happy for that. Trying to look in a positive corner, its true i cant fast with my family the whole month, but at least i have friends here. We do sahur and fast together. Cooking for iftar together, waiting for iftar time together, sharing the kurma together, sharing the food together, went to bazaar ramadan together. Only solat teraweeh not together as theyre all staff nurse - working shift. 

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Im so thankful and blessed.

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Well, i dont know with whom i'll be celebrating the next ramadan with. Ofc i want it to be with them again but yaaa, lets see..

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

me time

i had completely me time yesterday. well, i didnt planned for it. its all started when i had to go to my college to send document and pay for our convocation - yours truly gonna graduate soon yayyy!! i always said this "nak belajar dah susah, nak konvo pun susah jugak.. *sademoji*" cause you know why? there's a lot of procedure to be taken before you graduate. we have to submit this and that, answer those questionnaire and the most terrible part was online payment was not working. cimb clicks was error the whole time you wanna make payment and mahsa website also didnt worked well.

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and im being me, easily fed up and gave up so i decided to go to mahsa. i took grab from achiks house and guess what i booked it 5 times because the first four was cancelling me like whattttt---'! its just so lucky i didnt rushing that time. and alhamdulillah, everything was settled and i can graduate soon!! cant wait!!!

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so i planned to stay at mahsa until lunch as no one's home and achik also not in cyberjaya. i thought i will be okay with mahsa surrounding as its have wifi at the lobby. but i really felt like want to go to cinema to watch any movie. so i googled tgv dpulze showtime and its showtime fits me. so i booked another grab and went back to cyberjaya - dpulze cyberjaya.

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i choose paskal's movie cause i really want to know how amazing it is as everyone said it was really good. im not the one who really love to watch this action war kinda movie but lets give it a try. i didnt talked so much from the early morning so i really dont want to sit beside any people. and guess what i did? i choose couple seat but i sit it alone hhahahhahah #boyfriendwho #yourstrulyislonely

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and the movie is really good guys. you have to watch it! i really didnt expect it to be this good but wowwww!! im just amazed!! and yes guys i cried a little bit when joshua died. but overall i think its like a sad movie as a lots of sacrifices had to be made, their perjuangan and all and yes like their trainer said, not so many people understand this job. well yaa thats true enough. i didnt know all of this if i didnt watch this movie. theres a lots of jasa that their did. and the family part always touched me. the moment you have to leave your family, and not sure you will be back home safely or not. omaigod, tears down... and the whole movie really make my heart beats faster as their action was really superb and well im scared if they got catched by those lanun. but guys, i really felt like want to repeat it. i want to watch it again guys, anyone want to accompany me? please dont let me do it alone again.. hhahhaa

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and after the movie ended, i take a walk the whole dpulze guys. i walked here and there, up and down and kept repeating. and im doing some shopping at watsons and continue walking. i didnt eat as im fasting so i cant sit anywhere in the restaurant so i walked again and again. 

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i went to dpulze's surau and its really nice.. and clean.. im amazed for a second cause you know, not all surau in this whole world is clean and clear. and there's also a lots of mirror and its big so you dont have to berebut with other people. and i felt really calm as no one's disturb me when im remove my makeup and put it back. 

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so achik fetch me after she finished her work at 4pm - finally i have someone to talk to hhaha. so we went back and settling another things which is achiks new house. its really tiring guys to move out and move in and you have to bring this whole things in this house to another house. fuhhhhh...

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i guess thats all for my me time and im quite enjoying my me time. its really fun to walk alone sometimes, you should try it! goodluck! hahhaha..

yours truly,

dee

No longer a diploma student & Ramadan 1439h

Hye guys! Sorry for the silence. I just want to tell you something. Im proudly to announce to all of you that i'd finished my studies. Alhamdulillah. Its wayyy too long journey mann but alhamdulillah everything went well. 3 years done gais and i made it!!! Hope we will pass those final exam with flying colors and can graduate this year. 

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I still can remember my first day on mahsa, i cried a lots, i used to call mamayah a lots, i cant sleep, i dont have friends, im lonely, i had a very bad homesick.. Fast forward, i cry also when i realize i have to leave mahsa. Theres a lots of ups and downs in mahsa. All of tears and laughs.. Juc and spc both have their own memory. My old friends and my new friends. Thankyou so muchh. I just can write more otherwise my tears will burst now.. 

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And in case you want to know, i had a very good quality time with my roomates, and my 'neighbours' before leaving mahsa. Mia have a car so we drove here and there and we went out for nowhere. We cover every parts of kuala lumpur and we wandered around till the morning. We shop at jalan tar and came back after sahur, we went to bazaar with 8 peoples in myvi, we membawang in the room till 2am and went to mamak and continue membawang at mamak. A lots gais a lots. I really want to write more but i just cant :') i miss you so much girls. 

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You will see how happy i am if youre following me on my ig. 

I hate the fact i rarely blogging now cause i really i want to share all of it to my readers but yeahhh a lots of distraction. 

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So now, we're in 4th week of ramadan. I hope you all doing fine cause i am. Its so sad that im not going for teraweeh this year like last year but alhamdulillah i manage to khatam my quran before raya. Yayyyy.. Few days to raya.. So i want to take this oppurtinity to saya selamat hari raya aidilfitri to those who celebrate it and yes, forgive me for all of my wrongdoings, from head to toe, i sincerely say, im sorry.

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Salam aifilfitri gais!

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Third month of clinical placement 3

Hye guys! How are you all doing? I hope youre doing fine.
So this time is our third month of clinical placement 3. We are currently at myphysioworks botanic klang. And its our last week gais omg can believe we roll it!! 4 days more!!
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So far so good. Some day theres a lot of patient but some other day theres no patient at all. So we were travel again this time for about one hour. We stayed in our hostel, spc - not juc cause juc was last two months hhaha - so guess how we manage to get there on time?
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We rent a taxi for a month. Crazy isnt? But is more crazier if we travelling from mahsa spc to lrt putra heights to lrt subang jaya exchange to ktm klang and take a grab to go there. So we decided to charter a taxi for a month and its cost rm1500 ( divide by 4 ofc - me cahila syieda and naddy, michael not with us as he was being posted at nasam jb )
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We glad that we decided to rent a taxi cause its less tiring gais. We found the taxi driver on google contact him and alhamdulillah dapat...
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The most thing that make me happy is its really really near to gm klang. Theres a lots of stuff you can buy for a cheaper price. I really want to go there again for the third time. Lets find baju raya gais hhahaha
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So i guess thats all for this entry. I want to upload few photis here but theres a little bit problem here so lets fix it later!
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See ya ❤
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P/s: yours truly 21st birthday is tomorrow omg omg omg

Yours truly,
Dee 💋

one night holiday

we decided to go to a holiday on the very last day of the month, of the year. since all of the hotels are fully booked, so we booked a resort at bayou lagoon resort melaka on 30/12/17 - 31/12/17. its really a short getaway but its worth it tho. im enjoyed every moment and yes, its been a long time we didnt go for a holiday. since the school holiday was almost over and qayyum had to go to school on 01/01/18, one night was more than enough. 

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asam pedas is a must during your stay at melaka. so my favourite asam pedas is asam pedas claypot at jalan kota laksamana, next to asam pedas pokok besar. the claypot one is open during daytime but the pokok besar one is during night time. 

p/s: its good to be back at melaka

as we arrived at bayou lagoon resort, theres a lot of people at the reception counter. i hate the fact that we have to wait but one thing i like that theres 8 counter and they are very systematic! great job gais! so we checked in and wander around the pool and honestly its beyond my expectation. i really thought the water park is like theme park at the gambang but its actually just a swimming pool with the slides. and the water is not to deep and theres no 'river water'. omg i like river water so much and i really eager to swim along the river water but yea, no river water and yours truly is sad.

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during night, we had a walk a the famous night market, jonker walk street. i buy a sneakers and yes, its such a long time i didnt go to night market. i miss going to jalan tar aka masjid india when i was at JUC. i fid its very therapeutic, having a window shopping at night market and the price is quite reasonable! 

after a very tiring but fun walk, we decided to have a late night dinner at pak putra but its really full gais. i hate waiting and i dont want to wait so we went to big bowl ice ( i already been there with jai and nana but its good to bring your family this time ). for those who love dessert, this is a very perfect place and this gonna be my favourite dessert place.

the next day, its really a hard decision to make whether you want to go and swim or not. because the pool is really for kids and we really dont think we should go and embarrassed ourselves, playing with the slides. no man no! but wait a minute,  

mee besen original & jonker walk street

hey guys! alhamdulillah, 2nd posting is over guys!!! im so happy and sad at the sad time. happy because its over. no more waking up at 5am and rushing to hospital // nasam melaka, booking grab and dealing with the internet to book it. sad, because well you know.. i hate those kind of perpisahan. and im freaking miss all of them now. i miss melaka so much. i miss nasam's patient. hospital's patient. going to ward, doing suctioning to baby. i miss a lot of them. there's a lot of things happened in just two months. the ups and downs, the happiest and the saddest, the black and white...

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well, nothing i much i wanna said but here's just a little throwback during our stay at melaka. as i mentioned earlier on my previous post, during 1st week of placement, on weekend, we already going out to have some chillex time. so we went to mee besen that day. nothing special about that,only the besen laa...

after finished taking our late lunch (its open at 3pm), we decided to going somewhere to lepaks or jalan-jalan. we have a little bit confusion cause there's a lot of places we want to go. the shore sky tower, rumah terbalik, big bowl ice, jonker walk.. so many places in list that we have to choose either one. so end up we went to jonker walk since its the 'cheapiest' place you can go, otherwise the other places have their entry fee. 

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everyone that knows me will know that i love night market like this. im very enjoying myself, window shopping, its such a therapy for me. plus, having #teamjai during this walk is just another blessing that i couldnt ask more.  they're just amazing the way they are. i wish we're still together no matter what happen. well said, everyone have their own attitude. im sorry for all of my wrongdoing to you guys. thats what friendship are. we fight, we argue, we get mad at each other but you guys are still important to me. we need each other so much gais!!

#teamjai

#foreverteamjai

so thats all for this entry. see ya on the next post!

yours truly,

dee

Shopping for raya!

Phewww! Im currently at pasir gudang now and yeah, feels good to be back. Its already 4days since the day i came back home. And since that day (last friday) i dont even have time to get rest. Last 3days were very hectic days for me. Its so tiring and im so done!

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Diniey and i were travelled from tbs to pasir gudang on last thursday after my final exam (goodbye sem4). We departed from tbs at 4 so we had our iftar in the moving bus for the first time. As soon as we arrived at pasir gudang we as one family reunited and had our dinner at our usual restaurant. I slept a bit late as im unpacked my belongings cause theres no space tho. We need a bigger room please.

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The next and next next day were very very tiring and exhausted. I dont know how to describe it. We're all went out in the early morning and went home on the late night.

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We're all looking for our raya outfits and its really horrible tho. Looking for baju raya not as simple as abc. It tooks me going everywhere, jakel, jusco, shopping complex, vendor here vendor there, everywhere mann.. And thats means i walked a lot.. A lotssss.. With my wedges omaigod my leg were so in pain. And we cant even find once! No suitable color, no size, no this no thats. Lotss of problemssss. We only settled all of our outfits on the third day! Phewwww! 

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And what makes it even worse? My wardrobe's pole were broken which mean i dont have place to hang all of my dresses and kurungs. Diniey and i slept at living room cause theres no space for us in the room. All of our clothes were everywhere on the bed. Despite all that, our airconds also damaged so yeahhh its hot and we slept in front of the tv. #weneednewwardrobe #weneednewaircondtoo

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Basically, im happy cause finally our mission to find raya outfits had completed! Even though theres involved me to walk here and there going up and down, slept at 2am, being hungry and thirsty as we're still in ramadan.. To be honest, im really gave up with my puasa that day. Im really really want a water and im almost drink it but thanks god im still can bear it till the maghrib time. 

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During those days, i dont even have time for terawih and reciting quran which makes me felt so bad.. This ramadan, i had read quran a lots compare to last year. So once i stop reciting it that days i felt really bad. But alhamdulillah, today i can breathe normally and yes im not tired anymore cause mission accomplished! 

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#roadtoraya

#roadtosyawal

#selamathariraya

ayah's transit flight

ayah was at kampung for almost a month as he had done athroplasty surgery on his left shoulder. and its such a long time i didnt meet ayah. so yesterday ayah was travelling from kota bharu to kuala lumpur (transit) to johor bharu with flight. and i decided to meet ayah at klia during transit whatever it takes. by hook or by crook, i really want to see ayah not just because i miss him but also because i have no class on thursday like omg i really have to see ayah.

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so i checked grabcar to klia and its really expensive (rm65) for me laaa cause imma student dude i need money to survive here. so i asked aiza to help me since she have a car. so we went to klia at 8am and we lost cause we cant find the parking lol =_____=

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finally after we find a parking i straight away looking for ayah and thats it! omg i really miss this man i really want to cry #clingydeeyana

so we date for only one hour and a half and its such a meaningful bonding time with ayah. we catch up a lot of things and i wish i could talk more and spend more time with ayah.. 

we left ayah alone at airport at 10 since i have to buy a lot of things for my posting. i salam ayah and we hugged each other for a long time. omg ayah why you did this to me. honestly i dont want to let it go.. and suddenly theres a water in my eye its so embarrassing mann like i dont want to cry.. in front of ayah.. in front of my friends.. NO! major no! #ego

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so after hugged session, i said goodbye to ayah and walked soo fast to the lift.. its really heartbreaking tho hhuhuhhu.. right now, i miss my family even more. 

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and i would to give a big thanks to this two girl, ila and aiza cause layan and teman i go here and there. after met ayah, we straight away go to giant supermarket and bought shoes, socks, shawls, and slacks for my posting. tbh, i dont want to go to sabak bernam for posting.. im soo scared.. what gonna happen there? we have a lot of conflict right now.. i dont want i dont want 

#1daysleftomg 

#prayfordeeyana 

Catching up session

Its a first day of class after one week of holiday and im so tired right now. So back to my last friday, i met my bestfriend ever, syahira. The one who still stick with me no matter what. Its had been few months since the last time we met and watched movie together, girls day out kinda thing.

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So its started when i leave a comment on one of her photo asking if she is still in holiday. So we decided to meet on friday and alhamdulillah everything went well. Its so easy to go out this time without any barrier or challenges. Alhamdulillah.

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We choosed jusco tebrau again for the third time. Im quite amazed with jusco's new renovation. Its such a big shopping complex! And also few shops are added such as daiso, kaison and many more. 

Sya and i wandered around and take a look here and there and laughing and making jokes and yea, im happy. So happy! Too much happy! Being with her, having a long chit chat its such another blessing for me. How i miss my school days where i can met her everyday. Laughed everyday. Talked with her everyday, every single time. 

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We decided to not watch any movies since its our time i mean its catching up session so lets talk till you have no saliva to talk lol. Too many things that we talked. Too many laughs that day. Its quite bored that we had nothing to do but being with her, nothing to be bored to. 

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We had an early lunch at the chicken rice shop since its been a long time since the last time i ate chicken rice. And also, im craving their pai tee tho! No food pictures cause we were too busy with our story.

While eating, sya and i were talking about our school days.. Our friends, our teachers.. We such miss them a lotsssss. And suddenly i saw cikgu salwidani and we were both so suprised! Panjangnya umur cikgu hhahah. Cikgu salwidani came near to us and had a little conversation but its really meaningful to us.. We miss you so much cikgu! Then we realized, how fast the time flies. Its been 3 years since the last day we left our stAnd.. Too much memories there. Ups and downs. Happiness and sadness. Blacks and whites. Fronts and backs. I miss all of them, a lotsss. 

Imma so happy that day. How thankful how i am that i can met sya and finally i met one of my cikgu.

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Sya and i came back home at 6pm that day and right now, i miss her. I want to talk to her.. Again and again.. And againnn.. That day was really a beautiful day and i cant stop myself from smiling :) 

I told you ya, parking lots is always the best place to photoshoot lol! And too sad, we had to use self timer for all the photos including that candid photo. And one thing, its not a fake laugh but real laugh even we use self timer. Cause when the time ticking we laughed and laughed and laughed cause being with her is the best moments that i will cherish for the rest of my life ;)