As what i'd told you on my previous previous previous, a lot more previous entry, i'd went for an interview session and they accepted me. And i'd started worked here on the 1st november.. and now its 12th so i'd been here for 12 days and alhamdulillah everything went well.
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Just in case you forgot, the interview session was at TTDI, LYC Mother & Child Confinement Centre and ofcourse, at first i thought i will be working there. But no guys, LYC just opened another branch - but not confinement branch. Its retirement home or we called it nursing home. I swear guys i never like nursing home like you have to take care the old folks every time and their attitudes and all. Even during our practical, i pray i didnt get any nursing home. During searching for a job also, the first thing i say no to is nursing home. Everytime jobstreet emailed me theres a vacancy at nursing home, i will just ignore it or worse, delete it. But here's i am. And all of this, Allah's plan. Im no one to argue and im thankful and grateful for this blessing.
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I met new people, miss nadia as a head nurse or manager at this LYC SeniorLiving, Rosnah and Sumaiyyah - they both nurses that started 2 months before me, and Amir - medical assistant that joined LYC the same day as i am. And im currently staying with ros and su, in this centre, or i shall called it bungalow. I want to put a pictures here but i just feel dont want to cause well im not ready. Not ready for what, i dont know. So you guys just type it on google if you want to know more bout this.
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Yes, we are not operating yet. For that, miss nadia asked to me to go to another nursing home at PJ, Jasper Lodge. So i went there everyday 8am - 4pm and after 4 i came back to this bungalow.
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The first day at Jasper, i am happy. Tired but happy. Back pain but happy. Well, yes, i dont want to say this but yeah im enjoy working at nursing home. Except when i have to help the nurses doing their duty like change the diapers and all - more bout it soon, inshaallah.
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So i'd been at jasper for 4 days and now miss nadia asked me to standby at LYC just in case someones want to visit.
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I dont know what else to say but im so thankful and blessed with my life now. Allah had planned me such a beautiful pathway.
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Honestly guys, after what had happened to me last september - i still mad bout it. I hate everyone in that you-know-where. Except miss fiqa, sir abi, miss ayu and miss fifi. Others, sorry not sorry. I dont usually hate people but haihhhh let keep it as secret laa of what they had done to me during and after the incident. And ofc, i didnt tell anyone at you-know-where that yours truly is now working, except miss fiqa cause we are very close even after the incident. I only trust miss fiqa at you-know-where.
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Well, i didnt tell any of my friends except the closest one like eina and ila. Others, sorry im not ready. But i write it here cause i just want to tell them here. Not on ws or face to face. That way is only when im ready.
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Back to you-know-where, i always admired their family-like relationship but who knows, i have a new family here. They are all my family now and this is the faces that i will face every single day, for at least 6months (probition period). And at you-know-where, im just a physiotherapy assistant, doing nothing just plugged in and out the machine and count 1-50 for their exercises but hey look im a physiotherapy now and patient is looking for me for rehabilitation. I guess this is the place where i will show my skills and all, to prove that yours truly can do it. Inshaallah, aamiin.
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And the salary also, not to mention its a bit lower at you-know-where and at LYC they prepared food for us, isnt it amazing??? Theres a lot of advantages guys. And for that, im truly thankful for that. No words to describe how thankful i am that im out at you-know-where. I used to cried the whole week after being rejected in just one and a half months ((seriouslyyyyy???)) at you-know-where. But i guess, our life is not about rainy days isnt it? I see a rainbow now guys. Alhamdulillah.
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Allah's plan is very beautiful guys. I still remembered how eager i am and how i really really want to work at you-know-where. But here's the thing. That place is not good for me. For many reasons. Some i had share it on my previous entry. Some i just keep it myself. And now, Allah had replace it with something bigger and better than that.
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And you, if you're reading this and facing a problem similar to this, just think positive and pray a lot. And if you hold onto something that not yours, just let it go. Allah has something bigger than that to replace what you will // had lost. Trust Him. Cause that what i did. And i trust Him. A lots.
"وَعَسَىٰ أَن تُحِبُّوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرٌّ لَّكُمْ ۗ وَاللَّـهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنتُمْ لَا تَعْلَمُونَََ'''
“And it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know.” (AI-Baqarah, 2:216)
P/s: i just hate that place so much now. I dont like it and i dont want to mention the real name anymore. Its not that i havent move on yet, but its just i hate it.
P/s/s: graduation day coming soon yayyyyyy
P/s/s/s: is the font changing? Whatever, i just lazy to fix it.
See you soon, guys. Dont forget to trust Him. Just trust Him. He have much more better plan from what you'd planned.
Yours truly,
Dee 💋
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