its already 2 weeks since we started our second month at our new place, PKK taman megah. PKK act stands for pusat kanak kanak or their full name is pusat penjagaan kanak kanak cacat. first day was horrible guys. i dont know why am i here, what is this place, why this such place, people exist, too many why(s) and i dont know how to react during my first day, first week.
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honestly guys, this place have a lots of children - disabled and handicapped child and normal child which are poor or their parents was dead. what i did not expect was there's a lotssssss like really really a lotsss of disabled child. theres a lots of cerebral palsy cases, down syndrome cases, microcephaly, hydrocephalus, autism, autistic, spina bifida, blind since born, a lot guys, a lotss!
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i felt really really sad on behalf of them and so sympathy. why this child were born like this? where are their parents? and this is their life? everyday doing nothing? just counting the days to death? cause really guys, cerebral palsy cases are the most common cases in this place and all of them cant talk. cant walk. cant stand. they dont even know who we are. they dont know what is life, their mind is unconcious, its a brain paralysis gais. even they're awake, but they actually not.
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the canteen, are the place where other cases besides CP were place. the first time i went to canteen i was like oh my god! what is this? what Allah wants to show me? really guys, its felt like you are walking in the dark street and a lots of homeless, beggar, or simply word - gelandangan at your left and right side. and im really really scared!!
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i almost cried during my first day. im so sympathy towards them. i dont know that this kind of people exists in this world. but its a good place actually. at least they have something you call home to stay. at least they have something to eat. at least!
one thing i dislike about this place, we as a physio only give a treatment to the CP cases and guess what? we only give passive movement to them - just move all the joints. and we are doing that from 9-5. imagine gais, its so boring and i dont know how to face it everyday for another 2 weeks. 2 weeks guys, im gonna die. its true that i said to enjoy every moment but this time i dont how to enjoy it. every time im doing passive movement i asked myself how to enjoy this thing? im sleepy gais soo sleepy!! even ema, one of the child who have mild CP (shes concious btw as its only mild CP) call me sleeping beauty cause i always sleepy and sleeping hhaha.
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we also will be doing suction and nebulizer to those in need. im so happy if the therapist asks me to do neb or suction cause little that they know at least i have life. at least i can do something other that passive movement. at least guys, at least!!
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but so far for 2 weeks i'd been posted here, im okay. i mean its only first week that im felt so scared towards this kiddos. but now alhamdulillah i can accept the fact that not all people in this world are lucky. and i realized they're not disabled. the only disability in life is a bad attitude. they're special.
and that girl with us is soma, degree student - also from mahsa. that day was her last day posted there. she was lucky to be posted there only for 2 weeks. unlike us, a month!! and another 2 weeks to go omaigoddddd
yours truly,
dee
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