tomorrow is my first paper for final. and what im doing now? yaa, blogging like theres nothing gonna happen tomorrow. like seriously, rilex laa english je kot. lol.
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then we will leaving this place for a study leave. then we will sitting for the really real final exam. and my anxiety will start at that time hhuhu. im so scared. i did not really struggle nowadays like the time i began to come here.
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last week is a very tough week for me. prsentation and resit paper for ospe. maigaddd im so stress. luckily i have ila and mama that calming me. i was cried a lot last week. i miss mamayah. i stressed with my poster presentation. and i stressed with the hip and pelvis topic. can you imagine i'd to touch that sensitive part area. if the model is a girl im okay with it but the most big problem is the model is a boy and he is senior like seriously???
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thank you mama nini and ila cause both of them gave encourage and them said "pegang je, ingat niat kita nak study. nanti dah kerja lagilaa." when in that hip and pelvis station, i was shivering and i dont know whether i have to touch that guy or not. and the most i hate that guy didnt want to help me at all. ohmaigoddd. i hate this guy seriously.. and i asked him to turn his leg out, he was straighten his knee like what the heckk are you doing boy?
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and for the presentation, all of my coursemate's poster were really nice and 'behave' while my poster was very bad. im not gonna blame myself cause its not my fault. i'd gave a lot of idea and all of my group didnt help me at all. and the poster.. the handwritting was really sucks! i regret so much as i letting this girl to jot it down. im not saying that my handwritting are really really nice but if your handwritting is bad why you tergedik gedik mengada ngada want to write it? i was really really sad. they didnt help me didnt give their cooperation.
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it was so hurt when seeing all of your coursemate's poster were really really nice like seriouslyyyy.. i feel really bad at that time and i was crying before the presentation. after the presentation, miss b asked "did you satisfied with your poster?" and i was really really embarassed at that time.
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and thats are ila and i after the presentation and crying session. just look at the "chicken, fries and pizza sheet" and the colourful background. all of them were the poster of my coursemate. it were really nice and i cant stop eye-ing from their poster. i was really really down. just if i can do better than this. well, learn from a mistake dee. i mean, dont use thats girl handwritting again lol.
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and if you still remembered what i post last week, i want to reward myself and yesterday ila and i went to masjid india and bought two chiffon shawl for rm 20. if i have a lot of money, i will buy all of the tudung with rm 10 each. wuuhuuu. i bought orange colour and black colour as i didnt have that kind of colour in my closet.
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the red shawl is when ila and i were "travel" from mahsa to midvalley to tbs to titiwangsa to masjid jamed to lrt universiti and come back to mahsa. the time we shopped at masjid india. and that tatoo bracelet is so nice doning at my hand right now. i love it like seriously. and yeah, thats orange and black colour shawl are the new shawls that i bought yesterday.
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wish me luck tomorrow and a week after. :)
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