resit, presentation and a reward

tomorrow is my first paper for final. and what im doing now? yaa, blogging like theres nothing gonna happen tomorrow. like seriously, rilex laa english je kot. lol.

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then we will leaving this place for a study leave. then we will sitting for the really real final exam. and my anxiety will start at that time hhuhu. im so scared. i did not really struggle nowadays like the time i began to come here. 

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last week is a very tough week for me. prsentation and resit paper for ospe. maigaddd im so stress. luckily i have ila and mama that calming me. i was cried a lot last week. i miss mamayah. i stressed with my poster presentation. and i stressed with the hip and pelvis topic. can you imagine i'd to touch that sensitive part area. if the model is a girl im okay with it but the most big problem is the model is a boy and he is senior like seriously??? 

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thank you mama nini and ila cause both of them gave encourage and them said "pegang je, ingat niat kita nak study. nanti dah kerja lagilaa." when in that hip and pelvis station, i was shivering and i dont know whether i have to touch that guy or not. and the most i hate that guy didnt want to help me at all. ohmaigoddd. i hate this guy seriously.. and i asked him to turn his leg out, he was straighten his knee like what the heckk are you doing boy? 

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and for the presentation, all of my coursemate's poster were really nice and 'behave' while my poster was very bad. im not gonna blame myself cause its not my fault. i'd gave a lot of idea and all of my group didnt help me at all. and the poster.. the handwritting was really sucks! i regret so much as i letting this girl to jot it down. im not saying that my handwritting are really really nice but if your handwritting is bad why you tergedik gedik mengada ngada want to write it? i was really really sad. they didnt help me didnt give their cooperation. 

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it was so hurt when seeing all of your coursemate's poster were really really nice like seriouslyyyy.. i feel really bad at that time and i was crying before the presentation. after the presentation, miss b asked "did you satisfied with your poster?" and i was really really embarassed at that time. 

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and thats are ila and i after the presentation and crying session. just look at the "chicken, fries and pizza sheet" and the colourful background. all of them were the poster of my coursemate. it were really nice and i cant stop eye-ing from their poster. i was really really down. just if i can do better than this. well, learn from a mistake dee. i mean, dont use thats girl handwritting again lol.

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and if you still remembered what i post last week, i want to reward myself and yesterday ila and i went to masjid india and bought two chiffon shawl for rm 20. if i have a lot of money, i will buy all of the tudung with rm 10 each. wuuhuuu. i bought orange colour and black colour as i didnt have that kind of colour in my closet. 

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the red shawl is when ila and i were "travel" from mahsa to midvalley to tbs to titiwangsa to masjid jamed to lrt universiti and come back to mahsa. the time we shopped at masjid india. and that tatoo bracelet is so nice doning at my hand right now. i love it like seriously. and yeah, thats orange and black colour shawl are the new shawls that i bought yesterday.

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wish me luck tomorrow and a week after. :)

assignment

1. pengajian malaysia

2. introduction to health care

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so these two subject had killed me this week. two assignment in a week and have to submit this monday. awesome man! awesome!!! 

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i know some of you might be familiar to have a lot of assignment in a week. but for me, this is my first assignment of all. quite tough la.
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so ila and i started pengajian malaysia first. on thursday night, we decided to go to study area and completed this task. and we did it. we finished it on that day and we do a little bit research on the IHC assignment. at 10, ila and i watch kau aku kita at google. i was too happy cause their internet are so fast! weeee!!!
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fortunately, on friday we dont have any class so at 12 after lunch, we go to study area again and completed our second task. im enjoying myself when completing that cause i love the topic that i'd choosed!
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"various specialities in physiotherapy"
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gosh! its so easy to search it. basically, we stayed at study area until 8 pm, seriously??? phewwwphewww.. its all because i want to complete it before saturday! and we did it again. congratulation dearself.
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i completing IHC assignment while listening "kau bagai udara" song - ost kau aku kita. maigadddd im addicted to kau aku kita including their song. i love syarul ridzwan seriously. and i love janna nick since jodoh 1,2 and keluarga karoke. but i love and miss her long hair. hhuhu.
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so we went to our room at 8 and yeah! finish!!! im so proud of myself wink wink! i'd promise to myself to reward-ing myself if i will to complete those assignment in two days. i want to buy shawls. i mean chiffon shawls but we dont have time to go shopping at masjid india.
i dont care if it cheap and not branded as long as i am comfortable with it and i look pretty when wear it. hhehe.
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so yesterday i printed it all and tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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im so happy with this weeee~
today is my real sunday cause i do nothing. just relaxing myself and chilling and yeahhhh! i love spending time with my roomate and my bed yeay!
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Qayyum turns 13

so yeah, happy bornday my little brother ((not little anymore i guess)). yesterday was his birthday, 09/11 but we celebrate it one day late, 10/11. this is because today is public holiday, deepavali eve. so first of all, happy deepavali to the one's who celebrate it.

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its a routine for our family to go out for dinner for the one's who have a birthday to celebrate it. so we decided to have dinner cum tea at aroi boat noodle at taman mount austin. but its closed i mean, its gone. erghhh im craving for boat noodle you know! *crying* deeply inside, i want to go to sutera mall as its have boat noodle but we are 6 people i mean mamatok is with us now. so its hard for her to walk in the shopping complex without a wheelchair. what a suck mall you didnt have that wheelchair.

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so we changed the plan and we decided to go to cookies and ginger restaurant. i love this place but not so much.. i love that nachos. its perfect babe! so delicious. who's on earth create this food huh? i ordered fish and chip. a bit regret act as i'd ordered it before. i should order something that i've never try right. and its have a big portion maigadd seriouslyy i cant finish it. i would like to ordered carbonara spagheti but they only serve aglio olio spagheti. mannn, i hate it damn much. its so oily. so i ordered creamy sauce spagheti ((a very small portion)) as i was craving for carbonara since the day i was at mahsa.that creamy sauce spagheti was so delicious but a little bit 'muak' because its have a lot of cheese. 

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so yeah, thats all. last word, to the most annoying boy in my life, happy 13th birthday to you. i still cant believe you are in secondary school now. all i know you still in standard 6. hhaha. youre big enough now so please stop disturb me i mean your way of disturbing me really irritating! be a good son and good brother. remember that you're the only son in our little family so think wisely, make mamayah proud of you. dont make them scold you everyday. my ear hurt most when they scolded you. i know you didnt read this even your kak ngah didnt read this but i hope this 'short' speech safely arrive to your heart. happy bornday muhammad izzat qayyum zainorin. so yeah, i hate to tell this but what the heckk, i love you dude *tutupmuka*
yours truly, kakak
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goodbye mr JB

Currently at my home, pasir gudang now.. welcome back home dee after more than a month you didnt come back home. 

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so mr jim brown (JB) had left mahsa and us. its quiet sad although we just know him less than a year. mr jb taught us IHC which is not so important i mean just for our knowledge - this subject doesnt included in our exam but we have assignment for it. 

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its started when before miss dahlia left us ((also)) she said your mr jim beghaun will quit and i was okayy. not have feeling at all. but all my coursemate was like alaaaaa with their sad face. and i was like hello, mr jim brown je kot. 

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last week, mr jb sent us an email to remind all of us about the IHC assignment. few minutes later he sent us this...

After i read this, i felt sad all of sudden. well said, i hate every kind of 'perpisahan'. even if we just seperate for a few days for example, i will feel sad. and mr jb words are so meaningful, so flowery, so deep. the most meaningful phrase for me is 'dont give up, your miracle is on the way' maigadddd i felt like i want to cry

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the next day, mr jb came to our class before his going back to india. i am very appreciate he is willing to do that. and yeah, at that time he gave us advice for the last time. and we snapped a few pictures as memory. act, this was a first photo and the last photo we with mr jb. 

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find me if you can hhehe. and the second picture, the moment mr bala a.k.a our unofficial photograph said okay, freestyle and we were understood that it means freezee. hhaha lol *kidding* i dont know why the girls didnt do that freestyle tho

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after that mr jb said goodbye

we said goodbye

waving our hand to him

sent a flying kiss to him

and he left us

forever

maybe

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fortunately i not so close to him otherwise i will sitting at the end of the class and crying like a baby. 

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goodbye mr jim brown, till we meet again.

done!

Still remember about my last entry? i'd mentioned about document that i have to submit this monday? ((today)).  its actually ptptn's document. finally, i can finished it before the real due date which is tomorrow.

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seriously you have no idea how i was stressed with this ptptn. its so complicated and we have to prepare all of those documents by ourself maigaddd. thanks Allah i have a printer that i just bought it a few months ago. i am very thankful that i've a very kind hearted roommates. they help me settle this. 

we do this together. 

we stressed it together. 

we prepared it together. 

well, susah senang sama2 kan. 

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actually i forgot to tell you that i'd moved to another room, block D. with my new roomates that i knew them since prep course// english class. they are mama nini, ila and aien. mama nini and aien are doing diploma in nursing while both of me and ila are doing diploma in physiotherapy. aien and ila are from pahang while both of mama nini and i are from johor. how sweet we are right? hhaha. 

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so yeah! i'd submitted all of my documents to the admission. thank God theres no problem. i feel like i want to jumping happily because this kind of ptptn had settled! before it settled, im very stressed and serabut!!! 

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syukur alhamdulillah, its done!