Learn to adapt

Assalamualaikum and hye

its been a long time,right.. not updating my blog since past 4 months and wow why so long dear deeyana? blame the internet hhaha. what a suck line i had everytime i want to blogging. now im at study area. their line are fast better than my mobile data. 

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sometimes i feel like want to quit from writing and just delete this blog but im not so strong.. lol. i love writing how can i stop. i always do a long caption especially at wechat cause i want to express my feeling. thank Allah, finally i can use my blog again. no need to do a long caption anymore hhaha.

evethough i know no one read and visit my blog, but i feel very very very satisfied. cause i can write something on a blank page about my life, my family, my friends, my journey.

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So its already five months i stay at mahsa college. alhamdulillah im survived. IM SURVIVE GUYS! its funny when i look back the first moment when mama ayah left me alone here.. i cried everyday guys. EVERYDAY! i called mama ayah every time i had finished my class. like seriously? you guys can refer my previous post. hhaha. but now.. its totally different. i have a lot friends here. my roommate, my coursemate, my lecturer they are very kind. i thanks Allah after all of those sad moments. not really sad i guess when i mesmerised it again hhaha. 

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another 3 months until i finish my first sem. seiously? how fast time flies.. feels like yesterday that i was 'abandoned' by them hhaha. after all, i feel very thankful being placed here. mahsa is a very nice place for me. yeah, i love it eventhough sometimes its irritating me so much. maybe i not love mahsa but i love to be surrounded with my roommate and coursemate. the learning here are very relaxed even its pack. im not sure whether my course that make me relaxed(?)

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what i mean by relax here is, not stress with assignment, their timetable, no lab repot etc.. maybe my course.. i love this course seriously. finally i can run from the chemistry and physics subtopic. i hate that. i failed everytime during my spm year. i just finished my midsem last months and my results not bad laa.. i failed OSPE oh my god please dont tell my parents about that. they gonna kill me. OSPE stand for (i dont know). what i know about OSPE are about practical session and palpating bone muscles and ligaments. i love bone. but when it comes to muscles and ligaments.omaigadd i feel like i want to kill myself. why those musles and ligaments are very very difficult? sometimes i think how great Allah's creature. its so complicated but its so wow when i know it.. subhanAllah..

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so i guess until here. its already 06:18pm and i want to eat. pardon me if there are a lot of typo here. its been a long time i didnt type using laptop's keyboard. how difficult it is phewww. sorry i didnt put any picture. this is ila's laptop and i didnt bring cable to transfer my picture. my bad.. pray for me so that i can have a time to write my story again and again. pray for me so for my final. goodbye.

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yours truly,

dee.