travelling weekend

So, before i start writing up my story about how i roll my weekend this time, here are some story i wanna share. to be honest, its been a long time since the last time i doing my exercise. i didnt exercise for a very longgggg time. so last friday, we'd been forced to go to block A for the ptptn bla bla bla. they asked me "what level?" and with full of confidence i answered them level 4. the lif was suck and we used stairs. climbing stairs till the 4th floor homaigodddd. my leg cant bear it seriously. feel like cramp everywhere. suddenly they told me we are at the wrong floor. we should go to 1st floor. what the heckkk.. my bad for sure. we should check it first seriouslyy tired enough.. so we went to the 1st floor and the ptptn briefing had started and we are late! ohmyyy. and the most thing that makes me suprised a lot, both of my legs are shivering like hell. seriously i want to cry. try to control that pain by sitting on the chair. a bit okayy.. but now, that pain come again and now i walking like an older woman *cryinginside*

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so, last few weeks mama called me and asked me to accompany mamatok from kota bharu to kuala lumpur. so after fridays prayer ayah abe come and fetch at mahsa. around 2/3 pm we started our journey to kota bharu. 

what a deeyana will do for a long journey in a car? oh god! you should not asked me that question. looks like you didnt know me well. of course i will sleep. sleep like theres no tomorrow. sleep like this car is mine. well, you should know that i am so tired. *lies
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i only woke up when ayah abe said "kakak, jom makan" at raub that time. oh goshh.. why you disturb my sleeping beauty huh? after eat, we continued our journey and i continued my sleep. heee.. then i woke up when ayah abe stop driving and omg, i know this place! my hometown. seriously, dah sampai hhahaha..
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then i iron my blouse and scrolling my instagram. i come back to sleep at 3.30 am.
woke up at 6:45 am, perform my subooh prayer and take a shower. and it so coollll..
then we went to airport. our flight at 9 and we already arrived airport at 8. phewwww.. so sleepy meyhhh.
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irfan was angry with me because i disturbed his sleep. same goes to kakak la irfan. i cant get enough sleep. lol. 

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so mamatok and i checked in at 8:45am. seriously, im stay at kampung not even a single day. what is the meaning of balik kampung huh? sad me. 

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as usually, i choose my seat near to the window. i love to look out when i at the blue sky. i can see clearly the white clouds. and the most i like is i always imagine that that clouds are cotton sugar that can eat and i can jump from one cloud to another cloud ahhh heaven.. *imagination
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we arrived aroun 10.30 am and ngah fetch us. phewww what a tiring day.
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as i am the eldest cucu and the first cucu of mamatok, so i have to take this responsible to bring mamatok here. eventhough i have a lot of documents that i have to settle it before this upcoming monday.. hhuhu *cryinginsideagainandagain
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yours truly,
dee

Learn to adapt

Assalamualaikum and hye

its been a long time,right.. not updating my blog since past 4 months and wow why so long dear deeyana? blame the internet hhaha. what a suck line i had everytime i want to blogging. now im at study area. their line are fast better than my mobile data. 

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sometimes i feel like want to quit from writing and just delete this blog but im not so strong.. lol. i love writing how can i stop. i always do a long caption especially at wechat cause i want to express my feeling. thank Allah, finally i can use my blog again. no need to do a long caption anymore hhaha.

evethough i know no one read and visit my blog, but i feel very very very satisfied. cause i can write something on a blank page about my life, my family, my friends, my journey.

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So its already five months i stay at mahsa college. alhamdulillah im survived. IM SURVIVE GUYS! its funny when i look back the first moment when mama ayah left me alone here.. i cried everyday guys. EVERYDAY! i called mama ayah every time i had finished my class. like seriously? you guys can refer my previous post. hhaha. but now.. its totally different. i have a lot friends here. my roommate, my coursemate, my lecturer they are very kind. i thanks Allah after all of those sad moments. not really sad i guess when i mesmerised it again hhaha. 

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another 3 months until i finish my first sem. seiously? how fast time flies.. feels like yesterday that i was 'abandoned' by them hhaha. after all, i feel very thankful being placed here. mahsa is a very nice place for me. yeah, i love it eventhough sometimes its irritating me so much. maybe i not love mahsa but i love to be surrounded with my roommate and coursemate. the learning here are very relaxed even its pack. im not sure whether my course that make me relaxed(?)

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what i mean by relax here is, not stress with assignment, their timetable, no lab repot etc.. maybe my course.. i love this course seriously. finally i can run from the chemistry and physics subtopic. i hate that. i failed everytime during my spm year. i just finished my midsem last months and my results not bad laa.. i failed OSPE oh my god please dont tell my parents about that. they gonna kill me. OSPE stand for (i dont know). what i know about OSPE are about practical session and palpating bone muscles and ligaments. i love bone. but when it comes to muscles and ligaments.omaigadd i feel like i want to kill myself. why those musles and ligaments are very very difficult? sometimes i think how great Allah's creature. its so complicated but its so wow when i know it.. subhanAllah..

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so i guess until here. its already 06:18pm and i want to eat. pardon me if there are a lot of typo here. its been a long time i didnt type using laptop's keyboard. how difficult it is phewww. sorry i didnt put any picture. this is ila's laptop and i didnt bring cable to transfer my picture. my bad.. pray for me so that i can have a time to write my story again and again. pray for me so for my final. goodbye.

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yours truly,

dee.