Goodbye 2019

Guys, 2019 is leaving us for good in a few hours.. i dont know whether to be sad or happy. 2019 had taught me a lots. I learned a lot this year. Theres so many ups and downs i'd faced this year. Too many stories to be told but i dont know howwww.

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Basically my 2019 was my career year. My happy and sad pills all of it was about where i live now. Still remember how we celebrate new year together, chinese new year, seeing the new staff come and go, i got my car, my sister's graduation, got lots of friend this year, the struggle we faced in this working life and the list goes on. 

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Entering 2020, hoping that i will be much more happy in many aspects. Forget about the past, let bygones be bygones. My resolution are to maintain my diet and aim for 55kg weight and berjimat. Not wasting many here and there like a rich people. 

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I hope you find your resolution and achieve it cause i will try to achieve mine. 

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So happy new year guys 👋

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Isya's sister wedding reception

Last saturday, i got an wedding invitation at cheras sentral from isya. It was her little sister's wedding reception. Isya is someone that i known from LYC Clinic. And if you still remember that i had wrote here before, that sumaiyah and i had to go to clinic at ttdi for training for a week during my first month working here. So we know isya from there. And after the training, sumaiyah and i work at this senior home while isya still at the clinic. We are not working in the same place, but still in the same company.

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Every week when doctor do her round, isya will be there and yaaa we're not so close but we are. Untill one day i heard isya wanna make a move, resigning from this company. I was sad but well everyone deserve better future and only she knows whats best for her. 

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We never seen each other after isya resign from here until one day she invited me to her sister's wedding and i really look forward into it. 

So i invited everyone and only a few that was available that time and they were kakain, sumaiyah and rosnah. 

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So after i finished my work at 12, we all dress up and went to cheras sentral. I thought its just a hall but it is not. The hall are inside the cheras sentral mall guys and its really next to tgv cinemas which makes me so impressed. And i never know such hall exist in this world. The parking are also easy and you can choose which park you want because it a lotsss of choices! 

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And the hall was so beautiful and isya was so pretty and the food was so delicious and the bride and groom was so lovely and it was just a very romantic wedding. 

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Well yes, i love each concept of the wedding that i went to. The feelssssss guysss haihhhhhh. 

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But we had to make a move a bit earlier since rosnah was doing her pm shift so yaaa we said a goodbye to isya and i was just so happy.

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Not only because of the wedding, but also because i get to go out with sumaiyah, rosnah and kakain. You will never know how close we are. Sharing everything together since the past one year. And now realizing i had to lose each one of them. Haihhhhh...

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Catching up!

Hello guys! How yall been doing?

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Im fine, more than fine actually. And currently. But one thing for sure, i felt so bad.. like, really really bad 😢 im losing my track on this blank space. Im no more active with this blog. I hate it but i cant deny the laziness. I need the mood and spirit to type here but all i want to do is sleep. Its not the matter of time. I have a lot of time after work. Like a lotsss.. but yaaa i hate myself.

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I lose the track for almost 5 months. So many things i want to put here but i just cantttt 😭

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So lets catch up few things that i remember 😅

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1) rabiah was leaving us for good. Furthering her studies at ukm for forensics course. Of course yours truly is crying haihhhh and we did a farewell party for her plus mummy sumadi's belated birthday which involved the foods from kakain yayyyy

2) losing a few friends which i dont why and what is my fault hmm 

3) celebrating eina's birthday; i wrapped her present 22 times for her 22nd age. And i also edit a video for her which i think my editing skills have improved a lot 🤣 she felt so touched after watch my video that i made for her which make me more hapier

4) not to forget my sayang saya. I explore a lot with my sayang. Go here and there. And guess where was the most far? Its terengganu! Rabiah and i went to terengganu for sumaiyah's wedding with my car

5) and yes, sumaiyah was married and im so sad but sooo much happyyy! Congratulations sumaiyahhhhh iloveyouuuu

6) had a video shooting for marketing thing at my workplace which i had to be an actress and being fake

7) reunited with aqilah and shakila after so loonggg. And also with Is!

8) eina and i reunion with damia and afiqah at lepaking. My first time went to lepaking at i love it so much! It is my favourite place nowwwww. And went to midnight karaoke with them 

9) going out a lottt with my sayang and travel here and there for a food #foodhuntingisonnnn

10) fly back to kota bharu alone to pickup mamatok and fly back to kl with mamatok. It was a tiring journey! 

11) went to diniey's convocation at uitm segamat. And another thing to highloght here was i fit my form 5 baju kurung and im shoooo happyyyyyy

12) met salma aryan, kaknurul's daughter for the first time. The strongest and miracle baby i must say

13) went to karaoke with my siblings for the first time hahhaha

14) drove alone all the way from pasir gudang to kulai. And drove from kulai to kl with aqilah. Definitely she is my travel buddy! 

15) another hod was coming in and now we got 2 head and yaaaa dont know what to say. So much pressure like i want to resign 24 hours but yaaa lets lets and see

16) gaduh and merajuk with staff here. I slept at the next door house guys hahhaha

17) went to bangi wonderland with eina, putra and illiyin. I thought im gonna love it. And im never thought im gonna hate it. Not hate but handling with adrenaline rush is really not my thing i guess

18) reunion after one year with ily and nana

19) had been doing a lots of activities for residents here and yaaa suddenly i felt im so productive hahahahah

20) going to dentist with eina to cabut her teeth

21) rosnah resigning 

22) sumaiyah resigning 

23) putra and eina resigning

This is just sooo sad, seeing my loved ones make a move. 😭

And i think thats alls. Of course theres a few staff that already coming in. And we started the home nursing and home physio package. 

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I hope i will be more rajin after this just like my university day which i will write at least twice a month. 

Hope to see you again soon. Bye! 

Yours truly,

Dee 💋