yours truly is 20!!!

so here's my promise. 

im officially 20 guys.. i cant believe it. how funny time flies. well, mamayah must be the ones who felt the most,how fast time flies, how affected them are. their daughter is now 20. its been two decade of them raising me up with full of love. thank you mamayah. love you both so much. 

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if you're following my blog you'll know how i celebrated my birthday last year, last two years and last 3 years. there were full of surprises that had been planned by mamayah. same goes this year. mamayah was planning something with my lecturer aka my clinical instructor (as im still posting on that day) aka miss hajar. 

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i was in the room at HTAJ with jai on that time. we were having some serious discussion that make me really forgot that was my birthday. then, jai go out and miss hajar came in. she asked me to go out and once i go out.....

SURPRISEEE!!!  

everybody sang me a happy birthday song and i dont know how to react. guess what? yes, im crying.. as they sang, i cried the whole happy birthday song.. im so touched.. they are so sweet. but deep inside, i knows all of these, were mamayah's plans. well, i know them. its been 20 years dude! 

well, everybody especially en rizal was laughing at me as im cried. sooo tak patut. but then, yours truly was very happy. even im smiling while writing this. i dont know how to thank them. for their time and their effort. even though its just a simple birthday celebration but i am so happy!!! especially surrounded with this people, and how much love mamayah for their first daughter. im just blessed! alhamdulillah.

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at night, we had dinner together with my girls, en rizal, miss hajar and kakak nia at sungai besar. itis a western restaurant, the warung at parit 1 if im not mistaken. the chicken chop are really super duper yummy and delicious!!! and we having so much fun that night. it was another day, and night to remember. 

ahlan wa sahlan ya ramadan

hey looks who's coming!! ramadan is coming again this year. alhamdulillah we able to see this holy month again this year. it is first day of ramadan this year and guess what? i didnt woke up for sahur last night. haihhh.. i slept at 1am the day before.. thats why.. but yeah, cant wait to break the fast!! lol its not even asar yet.

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so this is my second time fasting without my family on the first day of fasting. well, last year was my first time fasting without my family. and also, ila's first time. we both cried on malam puasa cause the next day was our final exam for sem 3 and its also our first day of puasa. we both cried so hard and slept early. #studentlife

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its funny how life takes us. we get used to it and yes, i didnt cried last night. its true, i miss my family but then what should i do? we all have a big responsible of what we are now. student! final exam is just around the corner so we have to stay here and study.

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im so scared this time around. we are in sem 4 now maigadddd.. 2 more sem till the day we'll graduate. im so excited whenever i realized there's one more year to go and we'll finished our studies next year on july!! 

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and yes, i still remembered my first time berbuka puasa without my family. it was on two years ago. im cried while recited bismillah and eating kurma. so funny mannn hahha. 

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and i hope this year i able to gain a lot of pahala on this holy month of ramadan. last night was the first terawih and ila and i able to perform 8 rakaat with 3 rakaat of witir. alhamdulillah. and yes please, after finish our final exam on 08/06 next week, i want to go back to my home and cooking for our iftar.. since i can cook now right? so many menu's in my mind now. i cant wait to cook for my family!!

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so how do you guys doing on your first puasa this year? would you mind to share?

#ayuqain engagement day!!!

last month, during our clinical posting there were an engagement ceremony between ayah ayuq and cik ain. thank God it was on weekend so here we go.. 'we'.. cause i brought jai along to this event because hell yeah we were very bored at sabak bernam as there were no tv wifi internet etc. so jai begging me to bring her along. 

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jai and i went to mahsa spc by azira's dad. i went to my room to grab my kurung that i want to wear the next day. then, ayahchik and mamatok took us and we slept over at cyberjaya. the next day, we went to putrajaya and gather at HHP before going to kajang (cik ain's house). so im very happy that i can met my families and its so good to see the world lol #sabakbernamwassoboredduhh

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then, we went to kajang (convoy) and yes abang mukhreez and abang aaron were with me cause yes, they miss her kakak a lots. as soon as we arrived, the event started and ayah ayuq is now officially tunang orang. and yes, i love those decoration. and the flowers. and everything. basically i love all of the wedding that i attend. 

and of course, a photo with jai is a must!! not just because she's accompany me but also because its our jangoks day. well, not so jangoks laa but we were so happy that finally we can wear something different than our uniform and our black tudung. 

the next day, we went to HHP again for MESYUARAT AGUNG PERMULAAN KOPERASI HAMSHI BERHAD. please dont ask me anything bout that cause i know nothing bout this koperasi. all i know is it will be a bank and..........

i dont know. 

i know.

its just that i dont know how to describe it and put in into details

peaceeeee

and you know whats that means if i met my families. thats mean, kakak is on duty!!! oh my god suddenly i miss all of my adiks so muchhh. 

baby aydan. well, he looks so grown up already! so chubby and soo cute. he looks exactly like abang mukhreez when abang was on baby ayden's age. 

 

and yes please.. i met my squad! #thecomels 

but then its only for a while. we dont have enough time to gossip, sleptover and having fun. its really a very short reunion. but wait, anur was not there as she is at kelantan, having class. pity you girl. but then, you always in our hearts, anur! 

and the next day, its time to go back to sabak bernam. but before that we having lunch at pantai BNO (bagan nakhoda omar). the mee udang are very awesome mannn! the nasi goreng udang also!! and the udang also soo big... and banyakkk!! and so tempting!! and delicious omg im craving rn!!

and guess what? mamatok love it so much. she finished her mee udang sampai licin!! if you know mamatok, she's the one who dont like to eat i mean she always dont have selera and makan so sikit.. but those mee udang can really make her day. she even bungkus for the dinner. #mamatokawesome

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and yes, jai is very friendly with mamatok. she knows how to tackle mamatok. and hey mamatok.. look whos here. do you know me? your first cucu?

#takjealous