#kitakawansampaimati

QUICK UPDATE: 

I do really want to write more this time but i just cant. It seems like i didnt have enough time here.. So here we go, last wednesday syahira and i went hangout at jusco. Its been a long time since the last time we met and spent time together. I miss her a lot and same goes to her. We watched movies, the conjuring 2 and finding dory. #moviemarathon

Its such a nice movie i must say.. And since this is a fasting month so no popcorn huwargghhh and we planned to berbuka together but we got problem on that so we went back home after 6. 

Its such a memorable day.. Too many laugh until we got tooo thirsty and we'd catched up a lot of stories. And yes, i love her so much.. My bestfriend.... 

#kitakawansampaimati

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Diniey's new life

Diniey and i are veryyyy close since she was born. We share everything together. Bed sharing, accesories, handbags, shawls & scarfs, sometimes clothes, sharing stories on what had happened 'today' and a lotssssss! Until now, we are still sharing. Back to our childhood years, we used to wear the same clothes (( like above photo )) which make me sooo euuwwwww can you please wear something else and dont copy me laaa.. Hhahah, its so funny when you look back at your childhood memories right? And what make us so special?? We refer to 'saya-awak' when we talk which make us different from other sibling isnt it? 

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So yesterday, mamayah and i (( qayyum was at school )) were sending diniey to her new 'school' at uitm segamat, diploma in investment analysis. 

Everything were running smoothly until the moment that we had to leave her. Its such an emotional part when i hugged her. Mannnn, i tell you yaaa i never hug her and never told her that iloveyou imissyou kinda word. Not so me, oh please. Everytime i miss her, i will call her or whatsapp her. Thats how i show my love to my loved ones. Theres a lot of way to show your love to someone, not just even said iloveyou imissyou cause im never do so but i do love them a lot. 

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At first, i tried not to cry but its seems so hard to let her go cause i just cant even imagine how her life without us, with different surroundings, different friends.. She is sooo manjaa, thatss whyy. Even at first when i know that she will go to futher her studies, my tears down.. 

Here goes some photos..

#makruhpuasakamisebabnangislol

I still cant believe she is now not here with me during my semester break. Cause usually when i came home, she's the one who always there when mamayah and qayyum were out for work and school. And just now, im alone in this house. Im being soo curious, was she felt the same as what i felt now when i left her last year? 

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The moment that i miss a lot is doing a pillowtalk every night before we sleep. We started do this since forever and actually we didnt even realize that we always do that pillowtalk session. What we only know that we just lying on bed and the story started! She always told me about her crush, the guy that she stalked, her friends... To be honest her story were so so sooooo boring and i usually end up with some response like hmmm hmmm hmmm until the end of her story. #badkakak

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So to diniey, goodluck for your studies. I know you can do it. Be strong and seriously, i dont miss you at all..

#ego

#fineimlying

#idowhattheheckkimissyouu

Yours truly, 

kakak.

Aien turns 19

final examination was finally over.. woohooo, thanks God! such a blessing didnt have to wake up at 3 am and lack of sleep again. and its marked my 1st anniversary with mahsa university. how time flies like i still cant believe its had been one year surviving at here. i still remember my first night at here, how terrible it was, how to adapt with all those kind of situations, how many times i changed my rooms as for the one who have an acute OCD ((obsessive compulsive disorder)) like me, a dirty room is a big no-no and highly intolerable. and how i make friends here, its such a challenging things! too many ups and downs, blacks and whites, sunny then raining.. 

back to 2015, this was my first day at here. 

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exactly a month after my birthday, its aien's birthday. so ila and i decided not too wish her and celebrate a little bit late as we were still on exam mood and very busy at that time. so yesterday, we decided to celebrate it. ila and i decided to go to tbs to find the cakes plus booking ticket for me today (( im coming home todayy))

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when we arrived, aien was at blok c performing terawih prayers, which i still didnt have time to do it. so we get prepared everything, putting the candles on cake and arranged the cake nicely on plate. its just a very very simple celebration. no balloons, no birthday's hat, and no decoration. just a simple cakes. well, we dont have time to do all that mannn.. 

sharply at 10, aien opened the door and suprise!!!! we sang that happy birthday song and aien was sooo speechless! so here's a little bit photos of what happening yesterday..

and if you're wondering where mama nini was, she was out as she tought ila and i was still on the way lol.. 

so here goes a short wish for you aien.. well, happy belated birthday to you. sorry for the delayed celebration.. may Allah bless you.. be a solehah daughter to your family, be a nice friends for us and be a romantic girlfriend to your boyfriend lol. 

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so thats all.. im going back today but i still not packing anything!! well, i still didnt have time tho 

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Ramadan Al-mubarak

The holy month, ramadan is coming this monday! Its one day left. I'd always excited when it comes to ramadan. Especially on the first day of puasa. Mama will woke us up from sleep for sahur and everyone seem so sleepy during sahur.. Its so funny guys. And after sahur we will watched tv and waited till subuh with those kind of sleepy faces. And on the evening, ayah will took us to bazaar ramadan and bought a lot of food. Seriously, a lot ( which is not good mann). Then we will be very very busy preparing the food on the table and diniey will make her signature drinks, air cincau.. Usually, i will be the one who standing in front the door and hear the azan. Then we will break the fast together. Five of us. Alwaysss... As its always a public holiday for johor on the first day of puasa. 

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But not for this year. I will not experience the same thing again on the first puasa. Why?? Cause im here.. Stuck at mahsa and waiting for my first paper of final exam. Sighh.. Why must the first final exam is on first puasa? I really want to buka puasa on the first day with my family. 

For last year, i'd stayed at mahsa for one week and when it comes to ramadan, i packed my bag and went to johor. And the best part was i skipped two days of class just because i want to have a first puasa at johor. But for this time, how come i want to skip? Its exam day!!! Final exam!!! Arghh stresss.. For the first time (again) of my life, i didnt celebrate the first ramadan at johor, with mamayah.

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But i try to think positive. Which mean i can buka puasa with my roomates, those 3 minions. Maybe it could be fun too! Waking up from sleep to sahur together and waiting for the azan together at the cafe, as what we did it last year. And go terawih togther is an amazing experience too!

So be positive! 

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So i hope this month we will kept our heart and our mind clean. Always touch the quran, i mean read it. May we get a much of blessing during this upcoming ramadan.

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Happy ramadan gais! 

Have a nice day! 

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P/s: almost one year i studied at mahsa.. How time flies!!