Rosnah's farewell party

So its a first post on 2020 after 19 days but whateverrr, better late than never i guess hhaha.

So the day before rosnah left, we did a surprise farewell party for her. Well, actually we were planning to go out having dinner at somewhere but yaa since their schedule is shift so this one have to work on pm shift and the other one have to work on night shift and its a continous shift so we decided to did it at this place itself. Easier. 

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So kak ain cooked and i made cocktail as usual. We do a bit decoration at the upstairs living room and turned it into party animal hahhaha.

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Rosnah was surprised and touched and she almost cried but shes not. Only the time when she came back to our room and we gave her present only then she started to cry... 

So on the very first day of the year, rosnah was leaving us. Kakain, sumaiyah and i decided to go to tbs with rosnah for a very last goodbye. So we had our brunch at bandar permaisuri and straight away to tbs.

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I almost cried when we had out last handshake and hugging for the last time. 😢 

We dont know when is the next time for us but i hope you are happy wherever you are now. Goodluck for your new adventure. I love you rosnah.

I still remember the first time i go to our room, its you that i saw that time. And then sumaiyah, you, nadia and i that had been grow up with this place with so many obstacles and the ups and downs. Haihhh those were the daysss 😭 

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Missing you rosnah, my roommate.

Goodbye 2019

Guys, 2019 is leaving us for good in a few hours.. i dont know whether to be sad or happy. 2019 had taught me a lots. I learned a lot this year. Theres so many ups and downs i'd faced this year. Too many stories to be told but i dont know howwww.

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Basically my 2019 was my career year. My happy and sad pills all of it was about where i live now. Still remember how we celebrate new year together, chinese new year, seeing the new staff come and go, i got my car, my sister's graduation, got lots of friend this year, the struggle we faced in this working life and the list goes on. 

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Entering 2020, hoping that i will be much more happy in many aspects. Forget about the past, let bygones be bygones. My resolution are to maintain my diet and aim for 55kg weight and berjimat. Not wasting many here and there like a rich people. 

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I hope you find your resolution and achieve it cause i will try to achieve mine. 

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So happy new year guys 👋

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Isya's sister wedding reception

Last saturday, i got an wedding invitation at cheras sentral from isya. It was her little sister's wedding reception. Isya is someone that i known from LYC Clinic. And if you still remember that i had wrote here before, that sumaiyah and i had to go to clinic at ttdi for training for a week during my first month working here. So we know isya from there. And after the training, sumaiyah and i work at this senior home while isya still at the clinic. We are not working in the same place, but still in the same company.

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Every week when doctor do her round, isya will be there and yaaa we're not so close but we are. Untill one day i heard isya wanna make a move, resigning from this company. I was sad but well everyone deserve better future and only she knows whats best for her. 

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We never seen each other after isya resign from here until one day she invited me to her sister's wedding and i really look forward into it. 

So i invited everyone and only a few that was available that time and they were kakain, sumaiyah and rosnah. 

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So after i finished my work at 12, we all dress up and went to cheras sentral. I thought its just a hall but it is not. The hall are inside the cheras sentral mall guys and its really next to tgv cinemas which makes me so impressed. And i never know such hall exist in this world. The parking are also easy and you can choose which park you want because it a lotsss of choices! 

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And the hall was so beautiful and isya was so pretty and the food was so delicious and the bride and groom was so lovely and it was just a very romantic wedding. 

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Well yes, i love each concept of the wedding that i went to. The feelssssss guysss haihhhhhh. 

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But we had to make a move a bit earlier since rosnah was doing her pm shift so yaaa we said a goodbye to isya and i was just so happy.

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Not only because of the wedding, but also because i get to go out with sumaiyah, rosnah and kakain. You will never know how close we are. Sharing everything together since the past one year. And now realizing i had to lose each one of them. Haihhhhh...

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Catching up!

Hello guys! How yall been doing?

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Im fine, more than fine actually. And currently. But one thing for sure, i felt so bad.. like, really really bad 😢 im losing my track on this blank space. Im no more active with this blog. I hate it but i cant deny the laziness. I need the mood and spirit to type here but all i want to do is sleep. Its not the matter of time. I have a lot of time after work. Like a lotsss.. but yaaa i hate myself.

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I lose the track for almost 5 months. So many things i want to put here but i just cantttt 😭

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So lets catch up few things that i remember 😅

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1) rabiah was leaving us for good. Furthering her studies at ukm for forensics course. Of course yours truly is crying haihhhh and we did a farewell party for her plus mummy sumadi's belated birthday which involved the foods from kakain yayyyy

2) losing a few friends which i dont why and what is my fault hmm 

3) celebrating eina's birthday; i wrapped her present 22 times for her 22nd age. And i also edit a video for her which i think my editing skills have improved a lot 🤣 she felt so touched after watch my video that i made for her which make me more hapier

4) not to forget my sayang saya. I explore a lot with my sayang. Go here and there. And guess where was the most far? Its terengganu! Rabiah and i went to terengganu for sumaiyah's wedding with my car

5) and yes, sumaiyah was married and im so sad but sooo much happyyy! Congratulations sumaiyahhhhh iloveyouuuu

6) had a video shooting for marketing thing at my workplace which i had to be an actress and being fake

7) reunited with aqilah and shakila after so loonggg. And also with Is!

8) eina and i reunion with damia and afiqah at lepaking. My first time went to lepaking at i love it so much! It is my favourite place nowwwww. And went to midnight karaoke with them 

9) going out a lottt with my sayang and travel here and there for a food #foodhuntingisonnnn

10) fly back to kota bharu alone to pickup mamatok and fly back to kl with mamatok. It was a tiring journey! 

11) went to diniey's convocation at uitm segamat. And another thing to highloght here was i fit my form 5 baju kurung and im shoooo happyyyyyy

12) met salma aryan, kaknurul's daughter for the first time. The strongest and miracle baby i must say

13) went to karaoke with my siblings for the first time hahhaha

14) drove alone all the way from pasir gudang to kulai. And drove from kulai to kl with aqilah. Definitely she is my travel buddy! 

15) another hod was coming in and now we got 2 head and yaaaa dont know what to say. So much pressure like i want to resign 24 hours but yaaa lets lets and see

16) gaduh and merajuk with staff here. I slept at the next door house guys hahhaha

17) went to bangi wonderland with eina, putra and illiyin. I thought im gonna love it. And im never thought im gonna hate it. Not hate but handling with adrenaline rush is really not my thing i guess

18) reunion after one year with ily and nana

19) had been doing a lots of activities for residents here and yaaa suddenly i felt im so productive hahahahah

20) going to dentist with eina to cabut her teeth

21) rosnah resigning 

22) sumaiyah resigning 

23) putra and eina resigning

This is just sooo sad, seeing my loved ones make a move. 😭

And i think thats alls. Of course theres a few staff that already coming in. And we started the home nursing and home physio package. 

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I hope i will be more rajin after this just like my university day which i will write at least twice a month. 

Hope to see you again soon. Bye! 

Yours truly,

Dee 💋

Current stress

Hello guys.
I hate this. I dont know how to say it but i hate it. To be honest, im no longer feels so happy working here. Its so hard to say but thats the truth.
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A week ago, eina and i had been slandered by the most unexpected person and to make it more hurts, its from the staff itself. I was so sad like i really hate myself for being this weak and crying all over again every night before sleep. I really really wanted to resign from here cause i know i cant work with people who hate me.
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I dont know what that persons problem with me and the word spread to the entire centre and it was not true. At all..
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I went to a midnight driving with iqmal afiq and rabiah the other day and i was screaming loudly in the car and crying till i lost my breathe. I never felt this hurt and pain. I never scream this loud and this feeling, was more painful than the time i was terminated from you know where.
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I was very stress the entire week. I eat a lot. I dont know what diet is. All i did was eat the whole day and stop only when i went to sleep.
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I was on interview a day after we went to that midnight driving. And three of them accompany me which i felt so touched and loved for them. They always with me and im so sad that rabiah will be leaving us soon to further her study.
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So the interview session went well despite all of the tricky questions. The moment i was waiting for my turn, i really want to go out from where i work now and i cant wait to send the resignation letter.
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Sorry not sorry. I do love this place. But it will never be the same anymore. Im giving up and i quit.

Yours truly,
Dee 💋

Sayang saya

Hello guys! Im so excited typing this. Really excited to tell you this. I have a 'sayang' now.. and let me show you who is my sayang..

Its my car.. my own car.. finally guys.. for those who knows me well, you guys will know how looking forward i am to have a car. How excited i am, how hard for me to own a car, how sad i am when mamayah disagree for me to buy a car, how dissapointed i am when the bank's loan didnt approved me. There were so many heartbreaks before i can finally achieve this. 

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You know how long it took for me to buy a car? 7 months guys. 7 months! Including the pujuk memujuk session, and pujuk rayu again and again and again. 

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And the moment after mamayah agreed for me to have a car, ofc ayah wants the best for me. He buy a plat number which pair with his myvi. And it cost rm710. And yes the waiting time were really suffering guys. Its took 2 month just for to get the number that he wanted. 

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So yaaa, im so happy guys. Imma grown up girl :')

Having my own car, at this age, at this moment.. i just blessed and no other words to describe how happy i am.. 

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Just look at my myvi guys. Its so sexayyyyyyy and nice and beautiful and handsome and everything. 

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Alhamdulillah, my wishlist for this year achieved yayyyyy! 

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I drove for pg-kl last sunday and its quite tiring since i never drove this far.. but alhamdulillah, safely arrived.. 

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Cant wait to show sayang saya to all of my uncles and aunties.. yayyy! 

Cant wait to travel and explore with sayang saya ❤️

Yours truly,

Dee 😘

Current update

Hello everyone! How are you guys? I hope you're all doing well.. gosh, i miss blogging so much!! To be honest, i was very very lazy last month to update, to post, to type, to write, to tell everything on what happened during the raya month. And i felt so bad bout it. See ya my last post only the pictures of me celebrating raya 2019 without any single words on it. Told ya, im very lazy and not in mood. But still i did that cause i dont want to lose the track! 

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So ya, lets get back on the track. Lets start writing again cause my heart is always at this blank space thing. 

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Nothing much changes, but we do have another 3 more staffs to add on. Which is iqmal, mira and ezzati. And, we opened our second house gais. The next door. Well im always disagree with the second house thing as the first house itself still not stable enough with the patients came in and out like that but yaaa had to get used to it. The new staffs are being placed at the next door which i felt so sad because we cant get close with them. But nevermind.

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And what else? Oh yaaa! I lose weight! A lots! And my families all said that which make me so happy. I do want to share bout my diet journey but okay lets wait until my bmi is normal. Currently, overweight 😅

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I guess thats all. I hope i didnt lose any track again after this cause ya, once a writer, always a writer. Once a blogger, always a blogger 🤗

Yours truly,

Dee 💋